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new blogspot

2006-09-11T11:20:00.000+08:00

Do visit my new blog: http://blissfuland.blogspot.com/

Will no longer post on the current.

misfortune star has make its appearance

2006-09-07T16:36:00.000+08:00

Misfortune star has made its appearance

my world cup menicure n pedicure

2006-06-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

My world cup menicure and pedicure .... Did this during my trip to bangkok at the building opp MBK. It only cost me 400baht for it (which is less than S$20.) ....

connie and gary ROM

2006-05-16T17:45:00.000+08:00

was so envy when i attended their ROM section. Wondering when will i get my chance, with someone who will love me wholeheartedly.

gloomy

2006-05-16T17:37:00.000+08:00

current mood ... gloomy ....

=> Tired of this pretence world ...
=> Dread holding aimlessly to someone who doesnt have me in his heart...
=> exhausted over the never ending workload

It seems that i just cant see eye to eye with all the stuff that is happening to me now ... i really long for a break right now ... i cant take it anymore .... and i had enough of all this ....

2006-04-17T12:18:00.000+08:00

isnt it interesting? it is a vending machine selling pet related pdts.

lonely

2006-04-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

it's pouring heavily at this very moment. Alone in the living room, blogging, listening to songs, chatting on msn, playing maple and tryin to finish up a packet (400g) of m&m with peanuts. Having so much things on hand to do but it still make me feel so lonely...

What a public holiday.

thats what my name means

2006-01-16T11:08:00.000+08:00

Thats what my name means

lim:
You are fair-minded sometimes to the point of being opinionated. You have a strong need to be loved and appreciated. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You are always involved with projects and things to do.

ai:
You are adventurous with a tendency to be foolhardy. You are aggressive and definitely have leadership abilities. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection.

jia:
You have a love of travel and adventure, and you enjoy sports. You also have a very strong sense of fair play and want justice. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You have a need to be up front.

2006-01-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

Decided to take a break as I just cant give full attention and concentration to the proposal I am doing now. Think I am mentally exhausted.

Recently, things are just falling apart and going the opposite direction that I want it to be. Didn’t know what had gone wrong and I am left so helpless and getting bit of depress (it must be due to the recent cold weather). The only person whom I think I could rely on wasn’t there when I need him but however, also because of him, I had grown much more independent. Mental breakdown is just near the corner. Think I really need a short break…

Guess what Mrs Chan (my Corporate Communication Lecturer) said was right. Being in this line will cause anyone to get exhausted easily. And I am just the best example to cite.

Anyway, enough of all the bad and unhappy stuff… Some thing joyful now. It has been confirmed. I will be going to Hong Kong for my company trips this coming 1st of Feb which includes Disney Land for sure … . and the best part is dino is coming alone also. … haha … so happy .. Cant wait for the day to arrive…
Got to get back to my proposal lo …

2006-01-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

bb ... hapi 3yr and 7mth Anniversary...

2005-12-25T03:05:00.000+08:00

Sorry ... if i am the cause to the breakup ... i seriously dont meant too ... just wanting to solve your problem ... so sorry ....

2005-12-20T14:28:00.000+08:00

so angry

2005-12-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

I am so angry!

This is my blog and I have all the freedom to say what I want. And so if you are one of those who happen to browse my blog, please respect me and what I have in my mind and what I blog.

I am o shocked that it was you the one who went to tell her what I wrote on my blog. And please, I dun need any comments from you. I will be delighted that my blog interests you and you took the effort to read but show me show respect please ….

I was so shocked when bs knows so well about my blog and start asking me why I wrote such things on my blog, especially its about his buddy girlfriend. My instant reaction was like huh!! I really cant remember that I wrote such things before as it was like 18 months back.. (if I am not worng)

So please … I don’t need any comment from any other person … so please spare me some respect ….

2005-11-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

It’s finally over … Roger is at last back from Bangkok and I can have a rest of mind (I know he will be there is any thing goes wrong from my side)…

Get done and over with my roving and the actual event has started last night. Was quite stupid that I need to be there at 1 of the clubhouses when the event can runs by itself…. And my job is to collect the team sheets from all the BA’s after the night ends …. Which is at 1am …. So silly right? .. but left with no choice

Curious that why I woke up so early … its all to blame my bb … told myself that I will pamper myself with sufficient sleep and sleep till zi rang xing …yet I was woke up by him again …

He went back camp for some guard duty and think he just has too much time idling around so called me and wait me up saying “ dear .. what are you doing? Sleeping? No!! faster wake up .. dun sleep so much .. not good for health” … (damn asshole right … too think he is those that needs 12-15hours of sleep during weekend and yet he is saying this to me *angry * but it feels so good to hear his voice the first thing when i opened my eye in the morning (crazy in love)

Looking forward desperately for Sunday, thinking that I doesn’t need to work and can finally give myself a break but haiz … client called last night, asking my colleague and I to go source for some items for their up coming event… ^when den can I have my peaceful weekend^

~ I am exhausted but feeling pleased for what I am doing now as it is my dream job ~

so tired

2005-11-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

I’m so tired ….

My brain is dying on me. Too tired to think …. Have a hectic week without roger (my boss) around. Lived with fear of losing the retailer of his biggest account (I am now the 1 one serving the account Work till late at night and went for breakfast meeting at 8am the next morning … I had enough …. Just too tired to even use my brain now ……

How I wish Sunday will be here any time soon....

b ... i miss you so much .... sorry for not spending enough time with you ....

so boring

2005-11-07T17:35:00.000+08:00

Decided to update my dull blog while waiting for a confirmation from a damn fussy client.
Time has really flies. Without me noticing it, it already November and Christmas is just around the corner.
For the past few months or should I say weeks, I guess I have been the most busy person in the whole world, running up and down for my first up coming event.. Which is the Tiger FC Arsenal Tour Trophy. I am always the first to reach office (way before the official working hours) and the last to leave office. Nightmare follows me everywhere even during my precious weekend. I DREAMT of my yet finished work and every other thing that is related to tiger.

Looking back now, was in fact proud and honor that I am given such a big account to handle even though I just joined the company. Some thing for such, I knew a whole big brunch of nice people who had guide me through the whole event. Thank dude.

It has been ages since I last went shopping with my 2 dearest sista and finally, last week, the 3 of us went out shopping, having wonderful time together doing stupid things. We have also promised that we will have this once a month. *Cant help but looking forward for the next outing*

Maybe it’s a fact that we are not fated. Dino was so free the past 2 weeks yet I cant even find any time for him. Now when I am finally done with my stuff, he is just too busy to be here for me. Was just told that he will be having an one-week long standby so which means I wont be able to meet up with him till next Wednesday. Haiz …

2005-10-13T15:32:00.000+08:00

took this pic last night when wei lian was the guest performer for the night for my colleague event. Sang 3 songs and it was just so nice.

my puzzle

2005-09-08T15:05:00.000+08:00

took 1 month to complete this puzzle for dino .... it's a sense of accomplishment ... isnt it?

i'm sorry

2005-08-22T16:40:00.000+08:00

It has been a period since I last blogged.

I knew it is very wrong yet I still do it. I’m sorry. But this incident had make me realized that dino is the one that I really wanted to be with. As for him, what’s between us is pasted and I finally am able to draw a clear line between us.

Went Ikea dear on Friday to get new furniture for his new home, which is at … … Tampines st 12!!! … haha … so happy (cause its just opposite my street)… actually he is moving in with his grandma.
Went to catch the maid with my boi on Sat and I really freak out. Its so scary. Half of the time, my hands were on my face, covering my eyes. Haha. After which, went back to his house as his campmates will be coming for mahjong section. Then I was there playing my maple story and boi and his friend playing mahjong. Kind of like this life, its like married life huh .. haha. How I wish this would last.

whats love

2005-08-12T14:09:00.000+08:00

So sleepy. Just cant concentrate on what I am doing. Think I am facing a serious problem right now, which is lack of sleep.

Went to meet Sephy (had put on weight again huh!) for dinner n coffee last night and it was since about nearly 2 month since I last met up with her. Went to soup Restaurant for dinner (it’s a treat from big head) and was bloody full but think the food served was just okay only.

After which follow by a pool section before heading to Café Cartel to meet Xiao Shen and girl friend. It has since been even longer since I last met him, like about 4 months. Din really concentrated on the conversation that we had as the couple had caught mostly sep and my attention. They are just behaving too lovely dovey. Xiao Shen, I really felt happy for you and hope that this relationship will last long oki as I can sense that both of you really loved each other a lot.

Some thing flashed passes my mind at this very moment. Why is it always that a couple and an initial stage will behave so lovely towards each other but later on the process, every thing will change. Maybe I really need to find myself a new relationship as I really enjoy the feeling of being madly in love, and this is some thing that is lacking in my relationship now. Hopefully that is feeling is just a bypass emotion which is causing all this silly thoughts of mine and things will get back to normal soon.

so tired

2005-08-10T11:38:00.001+08:00

So tired.

Played maple story till late at night and this morning, I woke up at 8am instead of my usual 8.45am to get abit more of the game. Haha … All this got to blame Mical n Mr G (Kat hubby) for it. Every time I saw them, they will tell me how fun it is and then, the next moment, I was hook. But it was really rather fun, I should said. The graphic was so cute and the weapon for lady was a bag. You guys should try it out.

Went for dinner with dino and family. Din know why but I just cant get use to having dinner with his family, just felt very uncomfortable. But no choice, for the sake of my chilli crab and my dar, I still went with his family in the end.

thank

2005-08-04T14:58:00.000+08:00

Thank for sending me home yesterday. I know you are beat tired but yet you still come and fetch me home. But I would not forget you still owe me “that”, secret between us oki.

Loves

2005-07-26T10:28:00.000+08:00

When you truly loves someone, whatever thing you do for him or her will be a joy .. ..

another song from him

2005-07-22T11:48:00.000+08:00

Once again, the stuff that you had just sent to me had encouraged my imaginative go wild. I know it might not mean any thing to you but to me, you are causing me falling into a pit that I know no body could save me.

y did i miz u ...

2005-07-21T10:23:00.000+08:00

Didn’t know why, you have been constantly appearing in my mind since early this morning. Think the fault must have lies in the song. Hopefully, it wouldnt last long... ...

I really hate the feeling of being treated like dirt or someone brainless. If you think I am that stupid or moron, you are wrong. I will learn my lessons and never be used by you again. The next time round, don’t even think you can use me for those reason or help again. I swear I wouldn’t lend out my hand again. I SWEAR!

2005-07-20T11:18:00.000+08:00

so sleepy ... after a whole day of shopping at malaysia ... . ..

pictures from thailand...

2005-07-06T11:02:00.000+08:00

a tRip tO baNgKok .. 8th - 12th jUne 2005

pIcTURES fRom tIger ZoO

lOvE diS pIC e Most .. (1 biG fAMILy)

Can U believe we ate this! its taste suck ..

dReaM wORld

ToilEt Sign .. so Cute

mORe tO cOME .. ..

***

2005-07-04T17:46:00.000+08:00

Its fifteen minutes more to home sweet home. Cant help but wish that time will pass faster.

So decided to blog, hoping that by the time I finishing blogging, it will also be time for me to go home.

During the last week, I watched 2 movies, Initial D and Fantastic 4(its premier, therefore saw a lot of stars and artistes like Ben Yeo, Cynthia Koh, Denise Keller and … ) Both are quite nice, but however the hunks from initial D are just irresistible. Keke

Oh ya … the lacoste sneaker that I just bought on Sunday took my one whole day to search for it. It was also like months and months since dino and I went out shopping. It was fun after all. And no matter where we go, as long as he is with me, I will find fun enjoying. We went Suntec to have my favoriate Kenny Roger, been ages since I last have it too. Dinner was taken with Kelly and Lucas at Le Meridian. One of the restaurants behind the hotel. Think the name is G7 Bali Restaurant. The ambience was rather good.

A pity was that dino doesnt like to take pictures and therefore no picture was taken. Just cant understands why he doesnt like to take pictures. Always piss me off. I always took of talking photos with him so we can have beautiful memories of the times we spend together but.. Dont wish to talk about it …

Its time whereby dino finally got to return to camp after like 2 months of 8-5. I think I still need some time to adjust back to the lifestyle or days whereby I only have his company during weekend.

2005-07-04T15:01:00.000+08:00

my new lacoste shoe .. nice right .. finally found this last pair after visiting 4 shops.

series of bad luck

2005-06-28T15:28:00.000+08:00

A series of misfortune had happen to me. I seriously think that bad luck god has chosen his new target and its ME!!

Series of Misfortune:
(01) Bitten by a red ant on my neck (didn’t even know where it come from)
(02) Missed the bus stop in front of katong Shopping Centre (Which is near my office)
(03) Having upset stomach since yesterday afternoon till now
(04) Drop my O2 mini on the floor at my void deck when I’m returning home (now there are a lot of stretches on my phone)
(05) Dreamt that my cousin pass away (which my mum always say its something bad luck to the dreamer)
(06) Late for work … and kena nag by my account manager
(07) More to come.. .. …

Think its time to go temple to pray for better luck. So everyone, please don’t come near me. I don’t wish to spread the bad luck to anyone of you … *sob sob*

i'm just too free ... ...

2005-06-24T13:16:00.000+08:00

I think from the numerous post I blog each day, u guys should realized that how free I am in office everyday. Really start to have the feeling that I am a vase. Keke ….

Mango sales are on again. It seems like all ladies are just waiting for this day to arrive so in order to grab as much as they can in order to save it for the next quarter. Like last year, went with Da Jie as she willing to pay for all my purchase till my payday. Singaporean are just so kisau. We reached Istean Tampines at 8.05am and the place was already full of grabber. End up, due to time constrain, I could only get 2 top and a bottom. But the shopping crazy hasn’t end yet. In the evening, decided to meet da jie up at Mango, Parkway. Shouldn’t have accompany her there; I think I had burn a hole in my pocket. Bought a total of $190.00 worth of clothes in a single day. (Dino will kill me if he gets to know about this).

Went meeting with Mical my colleague who really resemble Memo. Keke .. He will kill me if he sees this. Sorry dude, but this is the truth. It’s the first meeting I went for after rejoining the company. Actually, this meeting wills only me attended by me, but I really don’t have the confident so force mical to tag along and do the presentation. It was at the new Supreme Court and the interior design was damn nice. Due to the fact of having late nights, I was already in daze after 10 min of the presentation, so I am still as lost as before. Roger, my boss, want me down for solo presentation at week but … haiz … What I can say is that, I am in dead meat.

Last but not least, i had upload the pictures that was taken during the trip to Thailand
http://mrsdino.multiply.com

i'm sorry ...

2005-06-24T11:21:00.000+08:00

first and formost, i'm sorry. Really sorry for the misunderstanding. I know i should have trust you but ...

things had changed so much. its no longer like the last time. The feeling is just so different. In the past, it was full of fun but now .. ... ....

Another story of hers

2005-06-22T16:56:00.000+08:00

She was horrified. She just could not accept the fact that the message she saw on her Msn was from him. Both had tried and struggled so hard for what they have today but every thing was ruin. The words from him were still clearly reflected in her mind. “Can we be Fling? No matter how you refrain yourself, I will make you mine.” She always thought that he no longer can hurt her emotionally, mentally.. but it was proven wrong

She was shocked. She hoped that he was just pulling her leg and nothing of those was truth. As she knows the ideal relationship that they could have will definitely be friends and she knew it well. Anything further then this will just cause more hate and hurt to both parties.

She know she have to stand firm on her stand in order not to let herself get hurt again.
She tried all means but it just doesn’t seem to have any help, until words from her closest friend truly wake her up from her dream.

Being contradicting, she wants to believe what her buddy had just told her but the truth was just too harsh for her. She just could not bring herself to believe what she was told by her buddy.

She just couldn’t understand what causes him to change so much. From a person she thought she understand well till now … a total stranger.

She hate what she was experiencing now as she know she don’t deserve these treatment but however, she just wants to let him know, by any chances; She is still recuperating the wound that he had once left in her heart. And even though to him, it might just be another joke of his, but once again he had indeed left scars in her heart that she knew she would never get to heal them in the near future.

Working Life Sucks

2005-06-21T12:06:00.000+08:00

i had only started working for 2 days and i already dead reporting to work every morning. Just cant find back the enthu that i used to have. Always thought that i would love and have no regret joining this line but now..... ..... All i can say is that every thing has changed.

Went for a getaway to bangkok the week before i start work with dino and friend. how i wish that i can stay there forever as to the fact that our currency is stronger thus we lead a more luxury life over there compared to the locals. We changed a total of $1000 sing .. which means 24k .. alot of $$$ rite ... n we spend everything huh .. keke ... mostly my stuff ...

decided to blog again...

2005-05-05T11:35:00.002+08:00

at a period of time, i had given up on the idea of blogging without any reasons. but at this very moment, i decided to blog again, didn't know if its a good or bad idea.

Its finally my off day (had been working like for the past four days and it's all full shift). Really dying soon.

Had decided to join back Concept (my SIP Company) to continue to do events. Have no ideas if i had made the right choice. Have a strong feelings that dino doesnt want me to do events again, but no choice, that's what i like. Gotta take a gamble again, but i know i would not stay long in this industry cause made up my mind to get a private degree asap then look for a long term job ... keke.....

Aklot of things had happened during this few weeks but trally don't intend to elborate out. No point at all. but there is 1 matter which i must let my dearest bubby mrs cow know that even though we had not meet up for at least a month but i have not forget about you okay. Maybe next week or what then find 1 day to meet up for coffee oki....

i miss school

2005-04-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

Human are just so funny .. when they have the presence of something they wounldnt treasure but when they miss or lost it .. then will they learn to treasure ... a very good example will be me ... i started to miss school even though it is only like a week since i left school .. i realli hate the feeling of feeling so lost and didn't know what i am going to do next ......

Has been working almost full shift for the past 4 days in Body Shop and it's really killing me .. if i can communicate with my legs and i am sure that the first thing it is saying will be i WANT TO HAVE A REST ..... but i really have no choice ... if i dont sacifice, i would'nt have $$$ so all in all, i still need a job ......

today is April fool and also my 3rd year Anniversay with dino .... time real flies ... We have been together for 3 years and through these years, many things had happen and i really hope we will have many many more of these days ... *its nearly 3pm and i has'nt receive any msg or call from him to wis me happy anni and i seriously got the feeling that he had forget about it* .....

Oh ya ... just as i remenber ... its my er jie 22nd birthday tomorrow and so hereby wish that wonderful things will happen to her...... love you sis ......

i'm so tired ...

2005-03-16T12:05:00.000+08:00

1st n foremost ... i FOUND my ring .. keke ... mummy found it in the bathroom ... haha .. so happy ... so dino have no right to blame or reprimand me for keep losing things ...

currently having my study week break but its already wed and i haven't even touch my books yet ... Just too lazy to start ..... Have been working for the past 2 days and start to get bored working at body shop ... Must really start to find a perm. job le .....

Oh ya ... suddenly thought of something which really piss me off ... On sun, i saw yi (my ex best buddy) and know what .. she once again went to buy the same Gucci bag which i had again .... asshole rite ... really got no idea why must she but the same bag s me when there is like much more other designs in the shop .... maybe those reading will think that why cant she buy the same things as me ... and will think that i am being so childish but when u guys got to know about our past then you wounldnt think so any more .....

no longer going for the hongkong trip ... due to the fact that cun, nini and hui jun didn't want to go for it ... and with them not going and it will mean that i am the only odd one out as i will be going with 2 other couple ... haiz .... but its okay ... there is always next time ....

haiz .... i lost my ring again

2005-03-08T16:37:00.000+08:00

this is the second time i lost the ring which dino bought for me .. haiz ... just didnt know y i kept losing it and he said he will never buy me 1 again ... and the best part is that i didnt even know when i lost it until me and dino were on our way for dinner at tamp inter .... and when i discover .. i was like " oh no .. fuck .. where is my ring ...!!!" and can see from dino eye that he wasnt very pleased with me .. keke ....

miss fish leong concert on sat but went for the next best alternative is to go catch a show with dino ... a movie named Assault on Precint 10 .. never heard of that before right .. didnt pin alot of hope on it that it will be a nice show ... but end up it was quite worth watching, i can say ... haha. ..

hui jun finally pass her tp in the 5th attempt .. haha ... this time round ... no funny funny things like cat or lorry appear or block her ways ... haha ... reali congrat her passing of tp ... den must drive me around ...keke....

So fast ... without my notice ... this is already the last week of my sch term .... haiz ... think that i will really miss school ... really. ..

it finali over .... finally ....

2005-03-04T16:20:00.000+08:00

it's all over .. FINALLY ... just ended my last presentation and noe what .. my group only took 15 min to present everything ... at times i really didnt even understand what i am trying to present man .... keke .... Anyway ... it's time to head home and have a good sleep .... keke .... *there is still legal test tmorrow * .... so idiotic rite .... muack everyone ... bye .....

*we were once stranger, yet we were once so close*

i hate projects

2005-03-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

look at the time now! .. its nearly 6.50pm and i am still in school, rushing projects and preparing presentation slides ... and the librarias were so fortunate to have me, hui jun and cindy to keep them company the past 3 days ....

all i need is to endure for another 3 days and i can put all projects and lifes in library to a stop ...

oh ya .. really think that i need to go to temple and pray and thank god for letting me pass my MA2 mid sem ... Since last week, the 3 of us (me huijun and cindy) were like kept saying and thinking that we were the 3 to go for mr leong remedial class (he suggested to give remedial classes to those failer) but who knows that the three of us all passed ... cant discribe how i feel man ... *wahahah* and guess how much i got .. 30.5 over 40 ... i'm so damn shock man .. keke ...

Poor sephy has been ill for the past few days ... nini .. if u happen to read this .. please take care of yourself can .... no more late nights for you ....if not your health will really deteriorate, you know ...

decided to do my reflection while waiting for hui jun to complete her powerpoint slides. I just dont understand the need behind doing reflection or apprasial. it's just so stupid .... but the tutor insist on it so no choice ....

finalli ... my new blog ...

2005-02-28T14:32:00.000+08:00

oh .. i am quite contented with my new blogskin ... look quite good right ... except that it might be abit childish .. keke.. but that's me! ... after a short break .. i'm back in school again. .. actually have the evil thought of skipping legal tutorial which is at 9 this morning ...
*After a tough fight between the angel and devil* i changed my mind last minute... due to the fact that i realise that i dont have many more mondays in tp le... keke ...

had a very long day on sat ... was force to wake up ard 8 to attend the idiotic id stem test .. but lucky after the paper was quite okay ... went over to orchard during early evening to acc dino to put his tattoo (which i strongly disapprove but To valid)... and also due to the fact that big head got a new job.. so gota acc him to buy shirt ... and we shopped like for 2 to 3 hours ... Lastly went over to caught movie, White Noise at PS at 1.50am ... by past 12 .. my eye was like already shutting. Lucky, it turn out to be quite a new show and i was kind of feak out due to the scary screen .. keke....

It a brand new week again and to update my count down system .. it will be 3 more weeks before i offically gradutate fr tp .... oh ya .. dino was out for his last outfield before reporting to the new camp ... and i will be free and available again at night for supper le .. keke...

a totally new blog skin.....

2005-02-25T15:07:00.000+08:00

finally took the effect to change a new blogskin ... but then .. it just didnt get pulish .not even this.. my post will oni surface like few days after i pulish it .. funny rite .. finding ways to save my blog but to no vaild .. reali got to admit that i am a computor idiot ... but hope that notin will goes wrong skin ... if not i realli didnt know how to save it le ... keke

currently in the library now ... wanting to do projects but then .. discover that there is no zip drive here .... n the lab is bloodly pack now ... so decided .. to slack for awhile and blog before heading home or maybe meeting Mr dino ...

feeling damn unfortable ...having a serious flu (mayb is a retribution for lying to pat, just before i dont feel like going to work) .... if i am not wrong ... i had already used 3 packets of tissues paper and still counting .. reali feel like cutting off my nose ......

oki ...really got noting else to write le... brain dead again ... last but not least .. just wish or pray for hui jun that she will pass her TP n noting funny like cat will appear infront of her car ....haha .....

so long nv blog le....

2005-02-21T15:28:00.000+08:00

it has since really a period of time since i last blog... coz really didnt know what i should blog cause nothing much had happen recently ... just all the usual stuff .. sch .. projects .. projects. .and projects ... haiz .... boring life ....

everyrime when i realise that my student life will end preety soon ... i start to get worry that i will be out of job s i just cant find one .. sob sob ... that's so scary .. haiz .. till date .. i still haven really decide what i want to settle for ... how i wish i can find 1 which is not desk bounded ... and also i can have alots of fun interacting with souls and most importantly .. the pay must be good .. haha .... how i wish there is really 1 ...

went over to help up my SIP company last wkend for 2 d&d ... n really haf a great time there .. haha ... saw alot of cute waiter at imperium ,... hahah .. too bad they are too young for mi ... at many time .. really thing that event line is reali what i am lookin for ... but than .. just too bad .. concept wun bring me far ... haiz .... mayb will consider going back for few mths before really settling down for a preman. job... duno ...

oh ya .. my poor xiao shen goin ns today and dis is the 1st day of his 10 yr contract ... wish him all the best n hope that he wouldnot regret huh ... haha .....

i had enough

2005-02-03T13:19:00.000+08:00

i reali had enough ... pls stop poking ur nose into my business coz no matter wat .. its MY BUSINESS ... even if every1 turn their back on me or watever .. its my bloodly own business n dun tin because you are my fren den u can change my mind ..

tin this is the last time i will b sayin this ... juz for the purpose of sayin n to those who gif mi those idiotic remark on my previous blog .. ya .. i admit dat i might still haf feelin for him ... but its no longer those feelin that i wan to b wif him again... the type of feelin is like i want him bk s a fren but knowin its veri hard ... datz y i m feelin miersable oki .. n if u count urself s my fren .. den u should noe dat i HATE 3rd party n i will never let myself b 1 in my life .. n i ever say this to u guyz whom i regard s bubby ... if ever 1 day i m .. u guyz can gi my a big tight slap on my face or turn ur bk on mi ... but on .. ironically .. i was told by 1 of the fren which i regard s bubby tellin mi dis ... tinin that i will go break up other ppl relationship ./.. n now at this veri moment .. i can tell u ... I WUN ... i m comtenteted n happily attacted wif dino now n i wun ruin it wif my own hand again le... its oki that others dun understand mi .. but not u guyz .. reali ... i am reali disappointed or rather hurt when i get to noe abt that ... tryin my veri best to stop the tears from sheddin .. but i cant .. told myself that i should not be borther by dis .. but i cant...

however pls.... pls .. i noe after postin dis blog... i will find myself answering alot of stupid question .... but i juz wana let YOU (hope u noe who u r) noe that .. if u still regard mi s a fren or even dun regard mi s a fren ... u reali hurt mi dis time .. reali ....

i m a too sweet faerie

2005-02-01T16:04:00.000+08:00

You scored as A Too Sweet Faerie. So sweet your totally sugared up! Has there ever been anyone so nice. Quick to forgive and quick to forget, everybody wants to know you! You've just got to make sure nobody takes advantage and tries to use you, don't be afraid to say no sometimes!

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notin to do

2005-01-31T14:23:00.000+08:00

tin i m reali mentally veri exhasuted le .... cant concentrate long nowadays .. mayb is due to e hectic sch life .... feel like goin 4 a short break .... but whr can i go .... now in library rushin the last part of my ma2 project n so envy that nini is enjoyin herself wif nard now at kbox .. keke .. but wat i wan now is let mi go hm n SLP .... haiz .. e past sat .. went to buy cny clothes at orchard wif dino n lucky after a long day of shoppin .. finally found 2 top which i like at kelly shop ... but haiz .. still duno wat to buy for my bottom .... lata e nite before goin to catch a movie, fighter in the wind wif dino lucas n kelly .. went to e da pai dang to eat n was force to eat the tasteless veg which nearly wannted my life but e fishball there was juz too nice to b describe by words .... s 4 e movie .. quite a nice show n its reali worth watchin i tin ...

was beenin ask dis question last nite ... do u tin dat every1 in the world is beenin veri fake... i reali tin so ... but den .. no matter how pretence they are .. it was oso not my business i tin ... dis is wat nard taught mi ... y bother so much abt how ppl tin .. wat's most important is how u yourself feels ... which i srart to tin it sounds quite logical ... keke .....

i reali feel like i m goin to collopes veri soon ... reali veri tired of everytin in my life ... i reali wana enjoy n made full use of my last sem in sch or s a student n do my veri best for everytin .. but i juz cant ... wat can i do .....

i aM chEeR bEar

2005-01-20T13:56:00.000+08:00

See what Care Bear you are.

juz another blog

2005-01-15T13:31:00.000+08:00

it has been a period since i last blog le .. suddenly juz like didnt noe wat to post ... alot alot of things had happen n i reali start to tin dat wat is fated is fated .. n wat meant to be urs will be urs .. no point forcin tins or ppl dat dun belong to u .. to b urs .. haiz ... tin oni sep will understand wat i mean .. reali dun wan tins to happen dis way .. but i reali cant help .. so mayb fr now on .. STOP mentionin his name in front of mi .. n mayb tins will get better ... i wun get myself into such sadness again .. reali suffer fr heart ache dat veri monemt when i noe every1 cant made it .. especially when i reali pin alot of hope of goin out dat veri nite ... but den .. e more hope 1 pin .. e more disappointment 1 will get ...

dino had received e contract of signing on to ADF unit n he is now reali deciding if he wan to sign on anpt .. i reali didnt noe if i shld encourage him or wat .. coz i jolly well noe dat after he sign on .. alot of tins will b different le .. e time we haf will get lesser n lesser n if he goes for mission .. it will b like 2-6 mths ... cant imagne wat type of relationship it will b .. but robin told mi dat if i reali cant c myself to b wif 4 the next 4 yrs .. den juz dun care abt his decision ... but i juz cant ... reali hope dat he will made e rite choice .....

got to stop le .. goin to mit dino b4 e epl section ...

last post at CAA ...

2004-12-31T13:31:00.000+08:00

^^ mY laSt Post iN Caa ^^^

time real fly .... today is alreadi e last day in CAA ... had start packin up my belongin like on wed le .. n to my surprise .. i had actuali accumalte alot of stuff in dis 3 mth ... haiz ... didnt reali except dat i will miz dis place ... but however ... till dis veri moment .. i kinda start to miz dis place le.... gt alot of mixed feelin .... haiz .. memories of the past 11 weeks kept flashin in my mind ...

e veri 1st day dat we had waited like 1 hr like stupid fools (office hrs shld start fr 9.30 yet sam came at 10.30am), when we felt lost when we cant complete our tasks.. my 1st event ... e hapi moment when all of us went out to eat n party .. n alot more .. however... everytin had come to n end now .. mayb 1 day i will choose to return to CAA , mayb i wun .. due to e fact dat it is reali a small company n i reali cant go ani whr far here ... (even kat husband oso told us this) .... but i will surely miz dis wonderful place .. learnt alot of tins fr here n i had reali gain alot of experience too ... it had oso made mi c how harsh e workin world is .. n help i grow up alot ... last but not least ... i will reali miz all my colleague here s i m veri sure every1 here treat us s part of dis family ...

goin to step into another phrase of life pretty soon le... but i reali haf no idea wat i wan to do after april ... but i will surely consider comin back to event line .. s reali ENJOY n LUV dis line alot ....

in less den 1/2 hr time .. it will b offically e time dat i haf gradute fr CAA ... n i reali cant bear to leave dis place.. reali ....

juz another post

2004-12-28T11:12:00.000+08:00

juz finish eatin my bee hoon breakfast, proudly sponser by J .. keke ... n to my surprise its alreadi 11.18am ... oh my .. time pass so fast .. i haven even do anitin yet .. n its nearly time to go 4 lunch .. keke... life so gd here man ... but too bad .. 3 more dayz to go .. n i will b bk in sch ... n i doubt i will b returnin even dey offer mi a post .. so sad ... hahah ...

lets tok abt my christmas ... notin much realli hapen .. its juz another day but went over to kat house warmin on e eve n i was reali hapi dat dino had acc mi go (rem i was sayin on my previous post dat we hafin cold war) ... hahah .. n to my surprise, he did tok to kat n all ..haha .. unlike him man ... i can oni use these words to describe kat house .... Woo... my dream house .... keke.. reali veri veri nicely done ... lata e nite, its my turn to b a gd gf . so i acc dino to his camp mate engagement chalet .. n when i saw e marriage cerf e moment i step into e chalet .. i was like ... so sweet .. how i hope to haf 1 oso .. keke ... but den ... haiz .. its juz too ali to say all dis .. n NOE wat .. e bride name was quite similar to mine .. i m Lim Ai Jia n Her's Lim Ai Wei .. keke ... haha ... through e whole day ... i reali saw e xin fu side of life .. haiz... will i eventually b like em 1 day .. who noe ......

on christmas day itself .. went to watch gongfu hustle wif dino n fren .. n tin dat i was rather stupid but too bad my dear wan watch .. so gt to acc him .. didnt noe y .. i tin i shld reali tok back to phyllis .. duno .. let nautre takes its course .. leave it to heaven ..

last nite went to a cafe cum pub wif e whole CAA colleague (even though decided not to go out e veri day) .. its call bark cafe which is near changi prison .. nice place n its whr kat engagement party was held ... n reali haf alot of fun .. reali .... its reali nice workin hee but den .. juz dun wan come bk here le .................

mErry cHrisTmas

2004-12-23T17:21:00.000+08:00

Suddenly got e urge to post done b4 i call it off tonite... alot of matters or issues kept flashin past my brain the past few dayz.

Mical n i was eatin at raffles city foodcourt and we were tokin abt some some marriage issue. Den he tok mi dis, gettin marry is very easy. Juz pay 6 buckz n u will b registered but however its e commitment n everytin dat comes after the registeration dat counts. which is veri true. i now start to noe that bein faithful and commited 2 a relationship will nv b easy s dis world is alwayz full of temptation around anywhere anytime. i was like askin dis question to myself - so indis world now, will dere b like forever ... i dun tin so. He oso ask mi wher i wana get married at and how i wan e get my ceremory done. n he told mi dat his gf wana go Paris wif all close relative and to mth long Europe 4 honeymoon.. i was like wah!!! .. so i was like askin myself again.. wat do i reali wan ... reali gt no idea coz nv tin b4 at all .....

Havin cold war wif dino again .. n tin its e longest war dat we ever had.. haiz ... in a festive period which meant to b hapi n joyful but yet we were like pullin long faces ... wat the hell is ds man .. reali gt no idea ... haiz .. i am veri sure if dis goes now.. we will definitely broke up veri soon .. real soon ... haiz ........

juz get to noe fr connie n sam dat e company or roger is treatin us to Hilton to haf a farewell dinner .. CAA will oso b treatn us to eat n its so gd resturant durin chinese new yr. but cant rem e name le.... n on e 28th of dec .. sam oso treatin us 4 a meal .... gd life rite .... n hafin half day tml ... haha... so hapi .........

reali got no idea y guyz r all so assholes or bastard .. how can dey like betray their wife or gf n go n haf flings n watever shit behind their back .... cant dey juz b faithful .... n lie blindly to em ... haiz .... in this entertainment indusrty .. i reali c so much of dis till i reali tin dat dere is no longer ani faithful guy ard le...mayb 1 in 1000 ... who noe ......

last but not least... hapi MERRY CHRISTMAS to all ............. muackZ .........

i rEaLI hAf enOuGH

2004-12-21T15:18:00.000+08:00

^^ I rEaLI hAF enOuGh ^^

i reali have enough .. reali enough le... cant some1 around mi juz understand how i feels ... i reali put in alot of hardwork but cant y my fren acknowlegde my achievement or watever instead of tinin or linkin it to my superviosr, sam. i dun care if he like or treat mi better compare to andy or jj but its his business oki ... i didnt force him or its not wiyhin my control at all oki ... Right fr e start, i reali tok oni J haf dis tinin (i was angry even through i noe he didnt mean it) s he was tellin mi in a jokin manner. So sad, but it comes out fr Andy mouth oso .. 1 which i tin dat these words wun come out fr his mouth or will haf these type of tinin. i am reali hurt.. reali hurt more than the last time when J say the same tin to mi. I told myself not to take these words so hard but however, i juz cant. The more i control my tears feelin, the more tears i shed.n i noe dis tears were shed deep fr my heart. i reali hate dis. i juz wana enjoy e last few dayz of my SIP n dis is e least i wan. Cant ani1 juz stand in my shoe and tin or try to understand how i feel. IF u reali dun ... den i tin i dun even bother to haf u s my fren aninore le ... REALI HAF ENOUGH LE ...................

Personality Test

2004-12-20T17:19:00.000+08:00

Disaster Test

You are a person who is full of ambitions and creativity. You are very concerned about changes in the issues around you. You are also a very temperamental person. Mood swing tend to be your cup of tea.
Lovelife: You are very easily attracted to the opposite sex (which means that u can't possibly be a gay if u are a guy and that u can't possibly be a lesbian if u are a gal.......cos u just can't possibly resist the opposite sex!!!)..........and the good thing is: you are also a "hot target" among the opposite sex!!!!! You can easily attract the opposite sex....(CONGRATS!!!). Basically a very "Popular" lover. Sometimes you'll just wonder why so many people like to chat with you. A very "PEOPLE" person!

i m so tired of workin

2004-12-13T16:01:00.000+08:00

~~ rEaLI dUnO Wat i Wan .. Can Some1 pLS tELl Mi~~

it has reali been sometimes since i last blog le ... home comp doen den now office personal comp and server oso down .. haiz .. reali so borin men ... quite alot of tins had happen last wk

my SIP comin to an end le.. kind of miz dis place coz every1 was juz so gd to b wif .. especially kat .. some1 who is willing to teach wat she noe to use .. even though i noe dat she wun get to c dis .. but still wana thank her 4 everytin .. n reali tin dat we can b gd fren even though she is like 7 yrs older den mi ... went out to slack at swense the other day round n share alot of tins wif her .. n seriously tin that we are veri alike .. in mani mani ways ... keke ...

oh ya .. went to a sec graduation nite at 1 of the hotel on tue .. n seein em reali make mi tin of my sec frenz alot ... especially ****** ... flashes of e 1st time he hold my hand n led mi into charles house n shock mer n charles and also e time when its rainin n he drove mi bk fr MS .... n tonnes n tonnes of e tins dat we used to do together... flashes of my dearest pig n dog fren oso ..all the wonderful dayz dat we use to haf in sch or eat steamboat at charles house kept flasin pass my mind ... so tok e effort to sms all of em .. but oni mer charles n nini reply ... so sad ...but dis incident juz made mi noe dat how much i treasure these bunch of frenz ... muackz to all of u ... n e veri nite os0 dreant of him again ... haiz ... cant rem wat it is ... but its sometin sweet n happen durin our sch dayz .. haiz ...reali dun like to dream of him .. but dis type of tins reali cant control wan lei .. felt so bad when i chat wif dino dat veri day .. .hiaz ... sometimes reali got e spur of wantin to call him n ask him .. whether is he juz like mi ... at times still miz him n oso dream of him ... but i tin its juz so stpuid coz i alreadi haf e ans deep down my heart le .... n oso its nt rite to do so .. especially when i alreadi haf my dino n he alreadi haf her...haiz ...but pls dun b mistaken dat i still luv him or dun luv dino s much s wat i use to luv him ... coz i noe dino had alreadi taken over his place in my heart coz i can even reali haf e mindset of marryin dino but memories juz cant b earse fr my brain or memory ... some1 pls help mi clean alway or remove memories of dat period can .... n my fren pls .. dun come n ask mi those veri stupid qns which u noe i wun ans oki after readin dis post oki ...

durin sat .. went to watch Jolin concert ... its was indeed a nice show despite e lousy sound system ... reali touch dat dino did reali acc mi go coz b4 dat we were like kinda quarrellin n heb refuse to go wif mi .. n even in cab.. he didnt wan to tok t0 me ... but lucky .. juz b4 we reach .. he hold my hand n i noe everytin had get bk to normal le .. keke ... saw my cousin li jie dere oso .. e 1st guy whom i fall 4 .. keke but he's wif his gf .. sob sob ..keke ... sometin veri funny happened .. when jolin was like sayin she is goin to sing her older songs den i told dino dat i gt e feelin dat she will sing "do u still luv mi" n immediatly she sung dat song .. keke .. (dino luv to tease mi wif dis coz he once saw my hp inbox wif the lysic of dis song send to dog shit n he sendin it bk to mi ).... she oso sing my fav dao tai .. juz luv dat song so much man ....

gt to stop here le... muz do my proposal le... hAIz ..
** nini .. aiai miz u alot .. keke ...**

so long nv post le ....

2004-12-07T10:07:00.000+08:00

tin its time for mi to blog le ... its like almost 1 wk since i didnt blog le ... coz reali duno wat to blog... keke ...
for the past wk ... notin much reali happen .. not to wat i can rem ... in less den a mth time, i will b goin bk to sch le... reali dun feel like goin bk sch coz i reali dun like my new classmates .. still luv cows, porn-king, cun n j e most ... reali buld up a strong bond durin the past 1 yr .. but now, we gt to b separate again .. haiz.. will definitly miz em alot...
i finali discover dat dere is reali notin much dat i can do for dino ... y m i alwayz so helpless to him when he nid my support e most .. fri after wk .. i went to visit dino .. coz he was hafin fever like 4 a wk le ... den reali didnt noe y .. suddenly he n his daddy suddenly had a big augrement over their dog, bobby ... n dey quarrel till like goin to fight le.. reali didnt noe wat i can do at dat veri moment .. n its oso e 1st time i saw dino shed tears .. reali put mi on loss... n i reali feel damn lost dat veri moment .... reali wish dat i can b some help to him .. but juz reali too bad ... hhaiz .. hope dat everytin will b bk to normal veri soon .. haiz
went out wif dino to mit lucas n gf on sat .. n dere dey was discussin abt settin up business .. n i was like tinin ... dis time no matter wat .. muz gif dino full support .. keke... lata e nite when katong to mit his pig n dog fren to play billiard .. n b4 dey start playin... dino n i had few rounds of pool game ... n s usual .. i lost ike hell... juz didnt noe y i alwayz felt so nervous when playin wif hm... hiaz .. reali tin mani it take 10 more yrs b4 i can beat him .. keke ..
didnt noe y its also dat day dat i reali felt dat i m so ugly .. juz like ugly ducklin .. n felt dat compare to dino fren gf .. i m juz so plain when standin beside em ... felt like a disgrace to dino lei.. y his fren gf can all b pretty n well dress ... but i juz cant ... haiz ... dun tin ani 1 noe or understand how i feel ...

2004-12-07T10:06:00.000+08:00

hapPen 2 saw DIs mInI Van on mY wAY tO Wk e OtHeR Day .. n E cAR pLatE nO. is 3021 whIcH is mIne N DiNo coDe .. kEke

dA jIE biRthdAY

2004-12-01T10:32:00.000+08:00

** dA jIE bIRThdaY**

hapi 23rd birthday to my dearest da jie ... hope dat all her dreamz will come true ...

dear gt marksman le

2004-11-30T10:45:00.000+08:00

^^^** diNo gOt mArkSman LE ... FeeLS sO haPi foR hIM**^^^

1st tin 1st ... reali muz congrat dear for gettin the marksman .. coz i noe he desire it for reali veri long le.... n of course e 2oo buck which came along wif it .. keke .. muz trick him to share wif mi .. keke....

secondly ... reali tin its time to go learn how to wipe up a meal fr mummy le .. durin sun ... actuali promise dino to cook dinner for him .. coz i noe he reali luv home cook food e most .. n everytin was carefully planned le... n noe wat .. i totally forgot dat i duno how to cook rice ... keke... den i told him e most i noe is to heat up can food .. keke... n e dish i had prepare 4 e day is actuali campbell soup , fried egg wif baked beans and lastly canned meat cube .. keke .. can c dat he is rather disappointed ... but reali too bad... coz i reali duno wat .. how.. he say he reali wan a wife who can cook .. nt like his mun.. ahaha. who cant cook...

oh ya,.... last nite durin our chat.. i was tellin dino dat y didnt he wana c my blog ... coz i reali hope he noe how i feels ..... but he say since its my diary .. he dun wan c .. coz dis is a place for mi to say wat i wan ... n tin e way i wan to tin... duno izit gd or bad huh... keke

* wAts LuV*

2004-11-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

*** wAt's luV ... ... ***

reali duno wat's luv ... y luv can bring so much saddness yet oso happiness to some1 .... y cant dere juz b happiness .... y muz luv bring along so much saddiness when luv shld b e other way round .... juz dun understand ... everytin is so sweet n lovely when it juz start .. but y at most of the time it muz end in a way dat no 1 wan it to .... haiz..

last nite juz watch e last espoide of Pawnshop no.8 ... n i cried ... duno y but i juz shed tears while waychin e last part of it ... reali veri touch .... n tin dat its veri meaningful .. e guyz can reali use their life to protect e women dey luv most .. no matter even if they can b loved back in return ... n ah jin had stick to her choice of who she wana luv no matter how much obstruction she will mit ... while watchin it .. i reali got alot of mixed feelin... but i juz cant discribe it out ... how i wish dat every1 in dis world can juz b like em and dis world thus can haf less ppl who r unhappi ... haiz ...

---- LIfe ---

2004-11-22T17:33:00.000+08:00

~~## wAt's LuV ##~~

At alot of times ... ...
You pissed me off ...
You made me mad...
You made me cry ...
You made me sad ...
You lied to me ...
You made me hurt...
You made me see ...
You are a total JERK!...

However ..
At most of the times ...
You make me feel like a pearl that u treasure most ...
You make me feel like a princess that is being protectd ...
You direct me though the darkest time of my life ...
You teach how to luv someone wholeheartedly...
You shower me with luv and lit my face with glow ...
You are just the BEST lOVER around...

Reali didnt noe how long our luv will last ..
and i dun believe in forever ...
but i sincerely wish dat no matter how much time god had assign to us..
we can treasure it ...
and make it worth us to remenber it forever in our heart...
no matter where we are in the future ....

ZoO

2004-11-22T11:30:00.000+08:00

*** it'S mOn AgAIn ... bUT HOweveR . i fELt sO hAPI ***

hmph.. actuali had finish create a new post le.. but duno wat e f*** had happen ... n everytin is gone b4 i can pulish.. so gt to blog again....

Once again, its mon le.... oni rest 4 1 day den its back to wk again le ... coz gt event for fri n sat ... but i reali enjoy both alot alot.. haha....

fri ... i went to Marina Mandarin to coorindiate a D&D ... at 1st i was rather piss off wif e guest coz dey r so damn rude... but lata on... the chairman offer to us a table to join em 4 e dinner n we oni haf like 5 ppl to eat food dat is cater 4 10 ppl ... haaha.... gt sharkfin n all... haha... n e best part is dat dey oso offer us 2 bottle of red wine n free flow of beer ... so in e end .. gt abit tipsy ... keke... n did sometin veri stupid which i reali regret alot alot which is to ... .... but lucky notin much happen ... reali shldnt drink so much le.... haiz....

sat .. s i mention eariler on... went to zoo to host a D&D again... so took e opp to tour ard e zoo ... coz reali veri veri long nv visit zoo le.... n durin the show... dere is a fire juggler section,.... n e guy had a damn gd body build .. n oso quite gd lookin... keke... gt so engrosed n didnt even notice it when sam n all shout n call 4 mi ...

lastly... spend e day wif bB ytd ...... n i reali haf a spendid day wif him.... reali so long nv haf such feelin le... reali make mi luv himeven more den e past le... even though we did ntin but to sack ard at his house... e feelin is juz s hard to describe ... but so sad dat he nid to report bk camp le .... haiz....

Oki .. lets tok abt my SIP oki ... oveall.. i reali enjoy workin at concept n reali tin dat its a fun job... coz can mit alot of diff ppl ... n my coll. are all veri nice ppl ... reali veri nice.... every1 is willing to help each other up ... especially e 2 pretty women in office .. kat n connie ... reali veri apporachable... n reali envy kat coz reali tin she veri xin fu ... kekek... gt a stable job.. husband who luv her alot ... n everytin juz so simple n sweet .... (duno if i can b like her in e future anot)... roger, my big boss ... whom i tin he reali veri charmin .. haha.. juz duno y lei ... haha... even though we veri veri sedlom tok ... but i can reali bet dat his wife(he gettin marry next yr may) will be veri xin fu oso.... how i wish my future husband can b like him huh... haha...

tOok so picz durin e wkend .....so free to check it up ... consist of picz fr e zoo , bB Tattoo ... n my children (cows n all) .....
http://mrsdino.multiply.com/

gOin 2 e zOo

2004-11-19T14:40:00.002+08:00

** gOin 2 e zOo **

so hapi .. goin to e zoo tml ... haha... it has since ages that i had nv step into zoo le... haha... comfirm will go take picz wif my big brother uran utan.. haha....

2004-11-17T13:33:00.000+08:00

your most unique quality is that you're unusually Agreeable

You believe that people are inherently good and tend to listen to your heart in important matters. You are gentle and have a sincere desire to help and trust others. You are straightforward but don't tend to brag about yourself or your lot in life. You're amenable to people's suggestions, and you are good at helping people realize their own talents, which only makes people like you more. Compared to others who are agreeable, you are unusually intuitive. Only 0.5% of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths.

^^^ Y is trUe lUv sO hARD tO cOme By^^^

2004-11-12T15:43:00.000+08:00

^^^ Y iS tRue LuV sO hArD tO cOme bY ^^^

suddenly juz rem sometin dat i wana share since last last wk ... Watchin e last few esp of the armed foreces fr SCV ch 55 .. n duno y juz haf alot of toks.... Y izit so had to juz live happily forever wif e person u luv ... n there is a quote fr e actor xiao sheng ...

"if cupid reali exist .. he muz reali polish up his archery skills and not make any mistakes from now."

After listening to wat he say ... i reali tin its veri true and its he reali exist and do a gd job.,, dere wun b so mani unhpai ppl ard le..... haiz.....

fenG shUi Hut

2004-11-10T10:56:00.000+08:00

~~~fenG sHui 4 e rAt 4 yEAR 2005~~~

Personality
Those Who are born in the yr of rat can become a successful Entrepreneur if the Rat venture out beyond their own territory, dey can survivor in all sorts of environment and weather. The rat is inteligent n active within his own gp of fren. Those rat whose born in yr 1960 n 1984 r a gp of acquisitive rats, dey will try their best in obtainin their goal once decision is set. Fren enjoy their company s dey r easily goin wif ppl.
Bein a rat, greediness is someting inevitable. At times, e rats is stubboorn n selfish(but not mi..keke) Dont make a rat jealous, you wun like it when day r jealous. Rats feels insecure easily(true), they nid concerns n support fr family n frenz.
Word of advice: Dont b too nosy in life

The rat likes: Negotiation, Winning, Trust and Gambling(veri true)
The rats dislike: Boredem, Timetale, Poverty, Loneliness n Reprimands (veri true)

Your luck in Year 2005

**Overall Forecast**
Dere is a lucky star shinnig brightly on u dis yr so u luck will turn out great especially female Rats, who will enjoy a smooth ride through life n career. Youngster might haf a few obstacles but b patient n flexible n success is at hand. Establishin n intensive social network is crucial to u now or else it will b ur downfall

**Career**
U will encouter some great pooortunities 2 advance. Take action dis yr if u aim at bein n entrepreneur 4 u could b rewarded handsomely. Female Rats tend to desire raises or promotion more den the males so seize e day. Politicians shld b aware of their words n behaviurs, b conservative n e future will b bright. U will entangled in verious social relationships. Be patient. Rationality will save e day.

**Love**
Be prepared s dis yr will b rocky ride 4 love. U will mit fren of opposite sex but b.coz of external interference n ur own indecisiveness, few will b willin to take intimate step wif u. Outsiders causin more struggles n argument n possibly ruinin marriage will influence married rats. Family n peace r ur top priorities. Juz rem dat anitin can b resolved peacefully.

**Wealth**
U will enjoy satisfactory wealth 4 u r lucky all round. If u've suffered fr finanical loss previously, then u'll b able 2 recover dis yr. B opportunistic but nt forceful. Noe when 2 quit or ur greediness will cost u. Buz Rat will enjoy more development if u manaage well. Be careful if u collaborate wif others 4 mishoaps will turn situations drastically.

* hatE tO slACK *

2004-11-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

**** goIn 2 cAR shOW at SuNTeC lATa ****

slackin 4 e whole day le ... notin to do at office... so boring ... duno y whole day fel like shittin .. haha .... After wk goin to suntec car show .. but its on contractor pass .. but fr wat jia jue say ... most of e cars r dere le ... haha... so hapi ...

Oh ya .... a big congrate to my bao bei daughter COWS , who finally pass her TP n get her drivin liscense. (muz drive ur ma ard oki ) .... keke....

dUNO wat to blog le. .. so tired ... fri still got to co-codinate an event at hilton... ALONE... so scary rite... haha ... lets pray hard dat every tin will go smoothy oki .... dats all 4 e day ... 21mins more can go c e car show le... haha... den home sweet home .... feel like slpin le... keke....

2004-11-08T18:18:00.000+08:00

bB dinO n i

2004-11-08T15:11:00.001+08:00

my darlin nini n i

2004-11-08T15:11:00.000+08:00

dino slpin ... he's cute rite.... c my baby bB gloomy behind

2004-11-08T15:09:00.001+08:00

nard n i ...

2004-11-08T15:09:00.000+08:00

xiao shen n i ... sephy b.day

2004-11-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

My birthday ,,,, thanx big head 4 e treat.. kbox .. tamp

2004-11-08T15:07:00.000+08:00

ah nard, xiao shen n i @ kbox parkway

my mutiply add ..

2004-11-08T14:46:00.000+08:00

### my multiply add ####

juz join multiply to upload all my pics .. haha ...no journal will be posted la... hope u guyz wil enjoy e pics...

mrsdino@multiply.com

iTs MoN AgAin ...

2004-11-08T14:22:00.000+08:00

*--* itS mOn aGaIn*--*

its alreadi 2.35pm le... n i m still damn busy doin my proposal n uploadin my pics to multiply .. haha .. coz i tin its easier to view e pics .... reali had a veri veri tring wk end co-ordinatin a d&d at Tanglin Club.. its was fun to c how e reali upper end ppl conduct dere event but on the other end ... some can reali b damn snopgish.... dun like em .. keke.. thanx god dat e audio guyz r damn fun n kept mi acc e whole nite....

oh ya... dino had finali go back camp le.. at least feel more relive le.. coz i reli dun like his gang of fren ... keke (cant let him c dis)... but he will b comin out again fr dis comin wed for 10 dayz .. oh my ....

time spend if my pig n dog fren r reali gettin lesser n lesser le... but den hope u guyz can undestand ,.... reali busy wif my own stuff .... alot of tins had happen recently which i cant reali disclose .. hope u guyz can understand my difficulties .. its not dat i dun wan share it wif u guyz ... but its dat i reali hope dat i can b more independant..... which i tin i haf....

tin its time to stop now .. n start doin my proposal .. if not reali cant go hm n mit my nini le.... nini .. u muz rem dat no matter wat .. u alwayz haf mi oki ... even if i cant alwayz b dere 4 u when u nid mi ... but e 1st person u find to pour ur sorrows muz b mi oki .....

so Hapi

2004-11-01T09:49:00.000+08:00

**^^sO SaD yEt HapI^^**

Reali haf a veri hapi wkend... keke.... tins btn mi n dino had get back to normal n i reali felt blessed dat i didnt gif up dis relationship dat veri day ... spend a total of 36 hrs stickin wif him ... hahah .... oh ya.... lucas told mi alot of tins abt dino... n i tin after wat i heard ... i reali tin no matter wat .. i will stick to my bao bei dino .....

i lost to dino again... playin pool .... nv even win a round men .... so sad.... balls dat normally dat can shot in ,,, i cant ,,, fuck rite.... but den i will try my best to polish up my skills 4 sure....

when to watch cellular on fri wif dino lucas n kelly ... i was reali a veri nice show ... so i reali encourage u guyz to go catch the show if got chance....

oki ... gota go wk ke ...... got time den blog again lata .... muack ... hapi workin ...

so siCk n Tired..

2004-10-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

*****wHEn Will Dis rElAtioNsHiP eNDs****

quarrel wif dino again ... ecently didnt noe y but e no. of times we quarrel is getting higher n higher.... i juz dun like to quarrel .... he say dat dun understand him n wat he wan fr mi ... nt boylish, say tins w/o tinin thrugh 1st ... n mani mani more..... but i m reali tryin my best to change 4 e better le ... but he stlll nt hapi...

mayb like wat he say ... we r not fated ba .... reali got a feelin dat we wil break up soon ... if dis goes on...

told xiao shen last nite or so ... after dis relationship .. i will be back to wat i m in the past ... a player rather dan a lover ... coz i reali had enough le .... dog shit follow by dino ... mayb reali not fated to b in relationship .... haiz ...

lucky wk is still consider quite smoothly 4 mi ..... reali enjoy in dis line .... hope can reali stay long in dis line......

got to get back to my proposal le..... if not reali cant go hm le ....

2004-10-25T16:25:00.000+08:00

found dis pic fr nard multiply.... tin its a veri nice pic so decided to share it wif u guyz .... but dun b mistaken .... he IS NOT my BF ......we r juz FRENZ .... keke .....

2004-10-25T12:17:00.000+08:00

LOOK liKE a COuplE rITE .... NIcE pIC

2004-10-25T12:16:00.000+08:00

KUKU mI

2004-10-25T12:15:00.000+08:00

nIni , xiAo sHeN N mI

flirt test ....

2004-10-25T10:21:00.000+08:00

*** FLiRt TESt ***

jUZ did a flirt test provided by andy .... hahah ... n dis is my result ....
dun tin its veri true rite ... haha ... coz i m not a FLIRT..... i m a GOOD GIRLFREN ...... haha ....

TYPE B --- 70% FLIRT
You are partially flirtatious by nature. You enjoy being pampered and pursued by others so occasionally you would harbor the thoughts of 'stepping on 2 boats'. BUT...as you are sensitive to your partner, you do try to restrain yourself.

hAha .... EATin sNake ....

2004-10-25T09:47:00.000+08:00

+-- eAtIn SnAKe Now--+

haha ..suppose to wk on ...(sip) ... but instead decide to blog b4 i reali stArt wk ..... it will b another day of hard wk man .....so tired u noe ....but den i reali enjoy bein in dis line till now .. coz can mit n get interact wif alot of diff ppl .....hope i can reali survive in dis line ....

Haha .... MAN U SCORE 2 N WIN dat fuckin STUPID ARROGANT ARSENAL .... I AM so damn happy haha .... reali ... veri veri happi...... dey shld ha lost mani mnai mth ago le ... wahaha ....

suddenly didnt noe wat to write le ..... but 4 e past few dayz or wk .... i m reali leadin a wonderful time coz i alwayz haf my best buddy(ni ni , xiao shen n ar nard) ard to acc mi ...... but e lackin part is dat dino n i didnt haf time 4 each of us .... haiz....

ya ... congrat nini ... i noe u muz b veri veri hapi rite noe rite .... (u noe i noe can le)....

tin got to stop le ...... got time den will blog again ... muACK ....

damn long nv blog le ....

2004-10-07T13:31:00.000+08:00

-== Damn LoNG nV BLoG lE==-

So long nv blog le .... haha .... xiao shen kept complainin dat i nv up-date my blog .. haha ... so i m here to do so .... finally hit my big 20 le .. haha .. but didnt really haf a veri veri hapi 1 coz of dat stupid dino .. haiz .. dun tok abt it le .. reali thanx u guyz huh ....
bubu(by cows) .. duno by she type dis out ... haha ... n she insist dat i shld state all names out ....
so thanx e followin ....
ni ni and mr cow, xiao shen, cows, porn king, super chief, robin, friendly gaint, da mei nu, dog shit, big head, pamela, my er jie, rong hui, da bian ren and last but not least my bB dino

still got 2 more paper 2 go ... so stupid ... nini finish her exam le... haiz ... reali goin to die le ... so damn tired.... haiz ....

tin goin to slp once i get hm... keke ... den mitin my nini at nite 4 ktv section .... bye .....

haiz .... had a stuPiD dREam agIan....

2004-09-28T13:55:00.000+08:00

--== Had a SilLy DreAM AgAIn...==--

Bein woke up by a silly dream again ... n its him again ... so stupid rite ... haha....

onw in comm hub .. waitin to go wk again ... so tiring .... cant some1 come n save mi men ... gif mi alot of $$$ den i no nid to wk animore le ... haha.... stupid mi rite .... who will b so gd ....

ya ... last nite was full of dreamz .... i oso dreamt of dino was sent to db .... haiz .. den cant come out in time 4 my b'day ... so scary rite ...

gtg le ... got time den blog again .......

HaHA ... hOPE dUn gET dISCOVER....

2004-09-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

+== hAHa .. HopE DuN gET diSCovER==+

vERi long nv blog le .... now @ a cyber cafe wif dino n lacus .... haha ... hope wun get discover my dino .... notin much had reali happen n examz comin damn soon le ... oh ...my ... he dicover le ... i reali tried switchin 2 another window le ... but 2 late ... hope he c wat he shld c ... like how bad he treat mi ...

oh ya ... forgot to wish sepy hapi birthday .... mit her 4 e whole day n mins b4 her 12 ... bought out a cake 4 her to help her celebrate ... if not dhe will cry .. if she dun haf 1 ... haha .... hereby thanz guyz for turnin up .....

on the 24th sept which its dino big 20 ... went to eat swense wif him.. den follow by goin down town 2 wish new police story wif his gp of frenz .... it was reali a splendid show ..... every1 shld go watch it man ..... oh ya .... bought a cake 4 him at hagen daze .... but dun tin he appreaciate it ... aniway its oki .... at leadt i done my part le ......

i m so bore man ... will b veri buz e next few dayz ... workin .... haiz ..... didnt noe by ... suddenly didnt pin ani more hope on e comin 30th .. which is my b'day .... mayb i haf grow up le ... haha ... but actuali dino tok of bringin mi to gentin 4 3 dayz but i rejected his ideas as i reali wan to study 4 my exam .... haiz ... reali duno ... mayb my b'day was comes at e wrng time ... n he juz told mi dat he might not even b comin out due to his stupid OC wana charge him 4 some stupid reasons ... haiz .. wat a b'day rite ... mayb dis yr . i shld hide at hm n wait 4 e time to slowly click past 12 .... n wait 4 1st oct to come ....

dat day went for drivin again ... n once again ... did alot of stupid tins ... haha ... shld share dis man ... @ 1 time ... i was too nervous that i step on the clutch wif my rite leg n left leg on the brake ... on my god rite .... haha ... den i brke out into lauger n e car stalll.... haha .....

tin shld stop on le ... tired of typin le .... bye ....

i can b StrEss eaSiLY...

2004-09-17T13:38:00.000+08:00

== I feEL sTrEsS EaSily==

juz done a hello kitty quiz provided by andy which test the stress level of the indiviual .... and oh my ... it shows that i feel stress easily .. which i think is rather true .. haha ... so decided to share it .... the analysis is s below ....

Basically you could be stress easily

Lucky you are a straightforward personwho always voice your concern. Some of the concern would then be released. Watch your mouth since you would possibly over-expressed which would cause other to be unhapi....

Thus the stress would come back to you again

itS ovER

2004-09-16T11:49:00.000+08:00

_+ FinALI COmPleTE AlL My Pro LE+_

Didnt noe wat happen to my post ... cant c .. so gotta re-post again ...

now i m in e midst of my last presentation and i juz completed our ... so now slackin at the back of e class ... blogging ... keke ...

reali got ptss of by dat fuckin lily .... didnt noe wat is in her brain ... out of gd will .. i want to hand in her appraiser 4 her .. but she juz dun wana gif mi .. s if dere is alot of secert in it ... who cares rite ....

went for my 1st driving lesson on sun n it was reali damn tirin.... my leg ache like hell .. but it all in all .. it was still quite fun la ... gotta learn new stuff ..... hope i can pass veri soon .....

oh ya ... forgot totally abt the free-stylin again ... e event went sucessfully on sept 11 n i m sure my class reali had alot of fun ..reali even through its extremely tiring ..... its juz too bad dat dino cant make it in time 4 e event ..... haiz ... but dere was sometin i learnt fr e whole event ... i reali discover dat actuali i shld b contented wif dino s compare to 1 of my fellow class bf ... he is juz so useless ... not gentlemen ... juz n asshole men ....

ytd ... i saw him again .... n i had those stupid feelin n i tremble again ..... reali didnt noe y dis will happen ..... but den ... i m veri sure i can overcome it eventually one day .... who can save mi fr it man... reali had enough of dis stupid trembli tin le ....

8 more dayz is dino birthday le ... but i juz cant decide wat 2 buy 4 him ... alwayz haf the feelin dat i had given him most of e tins dat he wants or nid .... haiz ... can ani1 juz gif mi some ideas ....

last but not least .... 14 dyaz more n i will reach my big 20s le .... cant wait 4 dat day 2 come ... but i reali afraid dat e more hope i put in ... e more disappointment ... aniwae i can oni wait now ....

finali over...

2004-09-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

+=+= fiNalI FInISh MosT oF mY pRO lE+=+=

Finali finali .... now oni left wif 1 pro 2 complete den i m done 4 my sem le ... but its oso dis pro which is tougher.... haha .... its my free-stylin' talent time on dis sat eve ... cant wait 4 dis day to come men ..... no doubt dat it will left a fond memories men .....

on sun ... mi went to e army open house to find my bB n i m damn touch dat ss and sep acc mi go ... n noe wat ... e place is at safti (boon lay) ... far rite .... reali felt veri touch.... but i doubt dat daey haf a happy time dere except 4 mi ... haha ... playing wif all e weapon and gun n everytin ... but e happiest tin is to c my dear .... but i cant sense dat he is happy to c mi leh .. sob sob ... but aniwae .. 1 more wk .. n he is done wif is SOL le ... den finali can come out le ... miz him so much ..... n tin e worst time btn us haf past le ... n tins r gettin quite normal now.... at least we did chat ....but poor him .. gotta stay in camp alone 4 e next 5 dayz .. but no doubt i will surely acc him through fone ...haha....

ya ... cun yang was down wif a veri veri veri serious fever @ abt 40 deg 4 e last few days n now is bein admited to hospital le .... lets pray dat he will recover in no time men .....

its time for the count down again le ....23 dayz more to my big 20 ... haha ....

its fun ....

2004-09-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:	Empathy
In a survival situation, you:	Outsmart your attacker
Your hidden talent is:	Resourcefulness
Your gift is:	Vast knowledge
In groups, you:	Are the center of attention
Your best quality is:	Your empathic nature
Your weakness is:	Your passivity

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NotiN TO do...

2004-09-02T16:45:00.000+08:00

(((( kEke ....DUnO y Start BloGgIN AGAin....)))

Suck in comm hub rushin project again ... since i juz announced dat my brain is dead .. therefore i decided to blog ... kEke ... bUT didnt noe wat to write ... so let mi tin.... ya ... 16 more days den can c my bB ... Haiz ... didnt noe y is he soO stupid 2 commit such a silly miSTAke .... :eyepatch: bUT didnt noe y 4 e last few days has been quarrellin wif him .. n i reali had enough of it le .. juz hope dat everytin will b fine soon ...jUZ dUn like to haf arguement wif him.. coz its alwayz mi e 1 who lost in the end .. kEke .... Ya ... we quarrel over a veri silly matter... it all start when i told him abt his ex sayin dat i m some1 w/o character... even though it might b true to some extend but she is NO ONE to give ani comments on mI at all ... who do she tin she is rite... but haiz .. tinin back now .. i might b rather childish to fight wif him over dis matter rite..... She say all she wan lor ... it wun kill rite. ... at least i noe i am not 1 can le ....

ya ... not to forget .. its finally sept le .. haha. ... veri soon will reach my big 20s le ... but dis time round .. didnt dare to pin to much hope on it ... coz e higher the expectation... e higher e let down....

out of sudden .. dis comes to my mind ... on my previous post.. i was sayin dat i discover alot of tins rite... e 1 tin i had realise was dat in e past i alwayz tin i will the relationship btn mi n dog shit down ... but now i can reali said dat my bB dINo has tok over his place 4 a veri long period of time w/o mi knowing it myself ... forgot how i discover dis le .. but i m juz too hapi 2 go tin abt how i discover it le ....

sO long nv mit my darliun sep le ... hope to c her rather soon ... coz got quite alot of tins to gossip wif her huh ...

dAt day saw bB fren ..(WHich i shldnt say who .. coz muz protect their privacy) .... n saw another ger on his bike n dey SAW mi 2 .. n e ger even alight to chat wif mi while waitin 4 him2 park his bike ... after chattin ... i can say dat all my doubts n suppect on em .. iS REALI .... day r together btn his ger fren back ... but she told mi she didnt wan to but its him who insist .... n e ger fren kept callin her to 'fan' her .... n i said sometin which i nv dreamt that i will say out ... i toldher.. its not her fault n it shld blame e gerfren coz dhe tied him too tied le. .. but tinin back now... wat if i m in the gerfren shoe n some1 come to me n tell mi dis 1 day ...
i will b shatter 4 sure ... but i wun ray dat e day wun come .. coz i had experience dat b4 le .. but i m sure i will b able to dealt wif it better dis time round if it happen again ...

haha .. tin dat i shld stop le .. andy naggin again le .... in e 1st place say notin to write .. but now ... haha ... written sure a long long post ... aniwae ... pray hard dat i can finish my pro soon .. so can go hm n slp .. reali veri slpy le ......

hAIz .... pRojEct pRojEct n pROJect....

2004-08-30T19:20:00.000+08:00

-++ i'M back ... n i'm dYiN b.Coz Of ProjEcTS lE...++-

I had been ages since i have blog le.... coz i m juz TOO BUSY WIF PRO LE... deadline is next wk n yet we are not even complete half of it ... of my god,... thats y now i m still in comm hub tryin our best to complete s much s we can..... so mani tins had happen recently n i reali duno how to put em in words .... free stylin is approachin le .. n dats gif the whole class the problem of gettin into fights n argument ... haiz... n e quater final was reali a damn bad experience 4 the class ... but lucky it still goes well....
s 4 my bB ... juz got a call fr him tellin mi dat he will b charge wif 14 days of stupid SOL n dat mean he will miz my event ... shit rite... but lucky he still cab make it 4 his n my b.day ....(actuali is 30 dayz )..... Haiz .. but i tin he shld b consider lucky s he was told dat e charge against him shld acutuali b DB .. which its worst ..... reali duno la ..... but after the recent few encounter,,, i reali discover alot of tins ....... aniwae ... its oso gd dat he is not comin out... so i can save enough $$ to buy n plan his big 20 4 him ...
tin dats all le... muz get back to wk le ... if not reali gotta camp over in sch le .. .....

sO sAD ... hE JuZ dUN uNdERsTANd Mi...

2004-08-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

^^ sO sAD ... hE jUZ dUN unDersTanD mi..^^

reali didnt noe y dino juz cant undersatnd or spare a tok 4 mi .... n put his fren in front of mi ... n reali noe wat i nid or wan anot.... mayb i juz haf to admit dat dere is reali a gap btn us .... a gap which make up of diff personality, likes, tinin, n mani more..... is goin to b fri again ... n deadlines 4 pro r comin damn soon le... reali haf no idea how to complete em in time men .... reali feel so tired of everytin le...... ya..... sometin dat is worth talkin abt is i haf clinch 2 or 3 more sponsor.... haha ... Wild Wild Wet, Escape theme park and fuji ice palace..... so hapi rite.... i tin dis time christine cant said i m LAZY le ba .... wahahah ..... i will prove to her dat she is wrong man....

i'M aNgRY .... reALI AnGry ....

2004-08-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

||-- i'M aNgRy ... ReAli AnGry --||

i'm reali damn fuckin angry ... reali goin to burst le ...
sometin happen dis afternoon in sch n it reali make mi feel like killin some1 rite now... Noe wat ... chirstine say i was LAZY N SLACKER .... How can she say dis rite ... all b.coz she dun like mi n label mi s useless n slacker ... so idiot rite ..... she is no rite to say dis to mi (behind my back to cows).... den she say she goin to fail my apprasial .... fuckin hell rite ... reali damn angry .. n not oni dat she say mi .... she still say my whole gp ..... who she tin she is rite ....haiz .....aniwae i shall b strong n not b a push over ... 4 dis matter .... n i will prove that i m not lazy ..... hmph ..

mY sOn jj iS tryin to consuel us( angel mrs dino, cows n andy=porn king) now ... hopin we can deal wif e matter in a better way ....HOpe he can change our mind abt chirstine .. especially andy .. haha ... i tin once his mind is set.. it will b damn hard 2 change ... keke....

so SaD .....

2004-08-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

+++ sO saD ... REalI nOT hApI +++

tml sch will restart again le.... so sain ... duno y suddenly juz dead 2 go sch alot.... juz finish wk oni n noe wat ..... i will oni haf like $40 4 my aug pay n it will b my bithday mth ..... so poor tin rite... haiz ... duno how 2 survive... who can save mi men.... i tin i will die of hunger on the street soon le .....haha ... cows juz msn mi n tell mi dey broke off le.... sep also had a huge quarrel wif her another half ... so sad rite ... hope evertin will b fine soon ... .... reali duno wat's happenin in dis world of mine le .... reali goin crazy le...... sometimes when i m alone .. i will alayz ask dis qns... y cant i control my own life n y r tins alwayz goin e opp way i wan em 2 b .....

ya.... surprisinly ... bB dInO N i didnt reali quarrel dis 2 days ... n when i tok him i wana go teach private tution .. he say "NO, its too dangerous le... especially when u now haf 2 go alone w/o mi... wat if dey r bad guyz ...we can go w/o $$ but wat if sometin happen 2 u ...wat u wan mi 2 do den "" .... .so touch rite..... reali luv him so so so much when i heard him sayin dis .....

oH mY god ... Chealse scoRE.... fuck ... asshole ... sooo angry ......

2004-08-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

sEcRetlY tOOk dIS pIC wHEN dInO Falls aSlp ... dUN b MisTaKEN oKI .. i'M WeariN sInGlet Oki ( My Ma ScreAM wHEN sHE saW Dis Pic .. ToK I dIDnt WEar aniTIn ...) hAha ... bB lOOk sO sWeet N cUte wHEn hE iS sLpIN ....

fInaLI abLE 2 UplOAD My PhoTO le ....

2004-08-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

( fInaLI AbLE 2 uPlOAd My pHoto le )

fInALi FinAli .... haHA ... so Hapi ... can upload my pic le n can share all my beautiful photo ...... but now muz tin of a way 2 arrange den properly n neatly le ... but muz seek help again le huh ... coz mi a comp idiot ... haha ... ya ... n my voice finali recover le ... can tok normally le... keke.... its oso till now dat i discover dat its fri 13th 2day .. but lucky till now notin reali bad has happen 2 mi .... sch startin soon le .... so sian ... haiz... but hope dat everytin will goes well 4 mi ... bB nEo nt comin out again dis wk end ... sian ....life w/o him reali damn bored men .... some1 pls save mi can .... tml goin mit my dearest ah yee ... tinin back .. its like 2 mth nv c em le... iz em soooo much ....

2004-08-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

cows & mi ...

2004-08-13T17:52:00.000+08:00

dOin StUpID pOSe ... REqUireD bY sEP dArLiN ...

2004-08-13T17:51:00.000+08:00

dInO & 1 aT LIdO Mac ... hAd 2 foRcE hIm 2 tAke it WIf Mi .... c His unWillIng FacE ....

wHiRL kIngDoM

new blogspot

misfortune star has make its appearance

my world cup menicure n pedicure

connie and gary ROM

gloomy

lonely

thats what my name means

so angry

so tired

so boring

my puzzle

i'm sorry

whats love

so tired

thank

Loves

another song from him

y did i miz u ...

pictures from thailand...

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series of bad luck

i'm just too free ... ...

i'm sorry ...

Another story of hers

Working Life Sucks

decided to blog again...

i miss school

i'm so tired ...

haiz .... i lost my ring again

it finali over .... finally ....

i hate projects

finalli ... my new blog ...

a totally new blog skin.....

so long nv blog le....

i had enough

i m a too sweet faerie

notin to do

i aM chEeR bEar

juz another blog

last post at CAA ...

juz another post

** mErry cHrisTmas **

i rEaLI hAf enOuGH

Personality Test

i m so tired of workin

so long nv post le ....

dA jIE biRthdAY

** dear gt marksman le**

*** wAts LuV***

---- LIfe ---

** ZoO**

** gOin 2 e zOo **

^^^ Y is trUe lUv sO hARD tO cOme By^^^

~~fenG shUi Hut~~

*** hatE tO slACK ***

my mutiply add ..

iTs MoN AgAin ...

so Hapi

so siCk n Tired..

flirt test ....

hAha .... EATin sNake ....

damn long nv blog le ....

haiz .... had a stuPiD dREam agIan....

HaHA ... hOPE dUn gET dISCOVER....

i can b StrEss eaSiLY...

itS ovER

finali over...

its fun ....

NotiN TO do...

hAIz .... pRojEct pRojEct n pROJect....

sO sAD ... hE JuZ dUN uNdERsTANd Mi...

i'M aNgRY .... reALI AnGry ....

so SaD .....

fInaLI abLE 2 UplOAD My PhoTO le ....

mErry cHrisTmas

dear gt marksman le

* wAts LuV*

ZoO

gOin 2 e zOo

fenG shUi Hut

* hatE tO slACK *