Saturday, July 31, 2004
7/31/2004 02:46:00 AM
mY eR jie lent mi dis bk ... n after readin dis ... decided 2 share it...
Dis r some of the infor dat i gather sfter readin n doin e research in e bk ....
~~LibRa~~
*Clever but inclined 2 feel dat effort of usin ur brain is 2 great
*Well-balanced mind wif strong sense of justice
*Gd intuition
*Unselfish & affectionate
*Little 2 sensitve
*Some1 who can confide their trouble in
*Luck no. is 7 & 9
*30th Sep = Home life will suit u better den a worldly career (My children is laughun at mi b.coz of dis 4 mani dayz) ... hAiz ..
*Fav color = real lover color, 4 blue means true & faithfulness. oso a soothing effect on nervous ppl, quick-tempered & over-easily excited
Some of it is quite accuate .... so if got a chance ... read dis bk oki ....
you make my life perfect-`
dArlin & i 
you make my life perfect-`
my Frenz ...
you make my life perfect-`
its finally fri le ... n completed all my pro le ... so relief... Ya ... when 2 e temple 2 pray juz now n got a lot .... it states:
"This show that anyone who can take it easy in times of trouble will fingrelief from grief and sorrow ... As long as you remain calm in dilemma to your rescue will come a saviour you can trust. So take the adivce:dun move with haste n recklessness. 4 if u do, u will both a fool n victim. Indicate u no nid wori abt family but muz take care of personal safelt. In monetary reward, u will enjoy gd luck. Ani tin lost will b found in north.
So fr now on i muz stay calm no matter wat happen ... haha .... went 2 mit sep n nard after mitin dino ... n reali haf a great time playin big 2 .... reali veri long nv haf dat kind of feelin ke ... But i didnt noe whether 2 consider dis gd or bad ... but i saw dog shit dere 2 ... after awhile of playin ... reali no use... didnt dare 2 tok 2 him ... i noe i veri no manner but cant help it huh ....
but sometin which is good in disguse is dat .. i reali discover dat e funny funny feelin i haf 4 him is NOT dere le ... (i tin i reali did it le) so hapi ... n reali hope dat we can b back 2 e days when we are veri gd frenz ....
Opps .. juz rem sometin ... ar nard ... pls dun let ani1 else c my blog le oki .... i dun wana coz ani more misundersanding or unhapiness among other ppl oki ....
iF U rEAli Luv SoME1 ... hIS/Her HapPiNESs iS All Dat mATTER .....
iF u Ever 1 daY fInd SoMei Out dERe wHo iS bEttEr Den Mi ... Juz Rem Dat Wat I hAF gIveN u IS e BesT oF mI ... n I wUN rEgReT My AcTiON n FeeLin 4 u ...
you make my life perfect-`
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
7/27/2004 10:27:00 PM
Reali haf a veri tired wk ... even though today is oni tue ... haiz ... so mani tins dat r needed to b completed by dis fri n i HAVE YET done ani .... Ytd went to watch Mean Girls with my "children" n it was reali a veri nice show ... so funny n learnt a new word fr it .. which is fugly which mean fucking ugly .. haha .. n noe wat .. i finish a box of nacho n large coke by MYSELF... so fatternin ... oh my god ...Tinin of it .. reali hate dino ... rather spend time wif his camp mates deb acc mi ... hmph .. n e most impt part is dat he didnt noe i was angry b.coz of it ... moron rite ... haiz ... dats guyz ... reali got notin 2 say ... mayb i sure reali learn to let him haf his own time .... haiz ... reali muz learn fr dat COWS .. ( i noe u will c dis) . .... ppl who noe mi in the past said i haf change alot ... i reali didnt noe if its reali gd dat i haf change ... some ppl say it gd yet some say no ... I REALI DUNO ... oki .. tin shld call it a day le... muz do my pro le .. hope i will b able complete my pro in time ....
you make my life perfect-`
if U dUn LiKE SomEthIng, cHanGe it... iF u CAnT cHangE it, Change your attItUDE ...
you make my life perfect-`
Sunday, July 25, 2004
7/25/2004 11:20:00 PM
Reali suspect dat i sick ...sufferin fr veri serious depression n mood swing ....Reali didnt noe wat get over mi .. was reali alrite 4 e whole day till after i lost 3 rounds of mj(e majong game at acarde) ... at dat time , reali dint feel like talkin to ani1 n even gif dino veri bad attitude .. which i noe i m reali at fault coz even though i kept pullin a long face .. he didint kick a fuss over it(like he alwayz do) but instead kept hong mi even suggested to acc mi 2 play pool (haiz.. s usual bein defeated badly again)even though i noe he find no kick playin wif mi at all... i noe most likely he wun get a chance to c dis postin .. but reali wish 2 say sori 4 my bad attitude .... reali haf no idea at all y i suddenly haf such a bad mood swing .. but i tin its most pro b.coz i reali feel veri stress dis few wk over tonnes of tins like sch wk, fren, dino n my past ..... tin reali nid 2 go c doc le ....
but dere is sometin which i tin i shld reali announce 2 every1 ... i PASSED my BASIC le ... reali veri veri hapi ... haha ....
you make my life perfect-`
Saturday, July 24, 2004
7/24/2004 11:24:00 AM
u wEre the oNe whO taUght Me hOw to loVe soMeoNe wholEheArteDly,
yEt u werE alSo tHe onE wHo tAught Me hoW to haTe soMeonE so dEeply....
SiNce thAt daY, i haD beEn tryiNg My vEry beSt to fORget abOut u. But i'm nOt likE u, I can't bE likE u.. To mE, askinG me tO clEAn thE trACe of uRs in mY heARt iS so diffIcUlt.. But i aM vERy suRe ,oNe dAy, i wiLl be aBle to tEll everyONe,u r nOt in my miNd,my hEArt aNd my soUl anyMOre.. i complETely clEAn oFf the trACe u lEFt in mE... n LiVES in A BRaND nEw LIfE WIthouT AnI TRace oF u leavin bEhInd .. ..
while readin through sephy blog... found dis short poem or watever dat i wrote during stat class ali last yr .... tin she muz pay mi copy rite ... haha ... but i reali tin dis is veri veri meaningful ..... especally 4 dat particular period ....
dis reali tells alot of wat i haf been through n wat i haf in mind .. ...
you make my life perfect-`
my frenz
you make my life perfect-`
sO full n tired ... juz got back fr changi village ... actuali didt reali haf e tok of goin out ... but end up still went wif cows n ed to eat ... reali haf a wonderful time dere ... e 2 of em reali make n excellent couple ....
reali been a long wk 4 mi ... alomst workin everyday n e amount of sch wk load is reali killin mi le ... At times .. i reali duno y ppl wk so hard 4 .. $? .. to find sometin to do 2 occupy his or her life ... or watever ... goin slp le ... suddenly all my toks juz vainsh ... haha ... nite 2 myself .....
you make my life perfect-`
Friday, July 23, 2004
7/23/2004 10:25:00 AM
Suddenly haf the urge to blog abt wat came pass my mind last nite when playin pool wif sep. while playin , i suddenly told sephy dat if some1 ask mi wat regrets i haf i m 20 yrs of livin in dis world, i woulnd ans it even w/o needin 2 tin. i REALI regret not standin firm on my stand n lettin him to melt my heart in yr 2002 n getting the 1st ever heart break in my life... i had been dragin in dis stupid n idiot relationship or feelin till now.( i dun mean my present bf) At mani times i reali tok i can put watever dat had happen btn mi n him behind mi but i was totally wrong. n i reali hate e tok of seein or hearin abt him again. i reali wan mininse the changes of hurtin dino agian or even myself. I REALI had enough le ... losin few closet fren b.coz of dis matter n cant even lift up my head now when i facin dino. Reali hopin dat dere is someday, when i wake up, i will totally lost dat part of my memory n live on happily wif my life .... w/o ani more regrets dat had to do wif him .......
you make my life perfect-`
hAiz ... my itchy hand cause mi to lost my blog le .... now waitin 4 js to save it 4 mi ... so mani tin had happen durin the wk end .. n i reali didnt haf n enjoyable 1 AT ALL ... c ppl i dun like ... so boring (stayin at the billiard saloon 4 12hrs) ... but lucky got my dear wif mi ....
i hate wat i m noe ... i duno y i haf change so much ... reali .. dun like wat i m now .... reali duno wat got over mi ....
feEl sO HApI Coz SoME 1 waS helPIN Mi tO Save my blog .... reali a big thanx to Js oki ...
you make my life perfect-`
Saturday, July 17, 2004
7/17/2004 12:14:00 PM
REaLI had a hard time choosing the stupid template ... but end up when i noe wat i wan le .. but duno how to ul it ... stupid rite ... n all my past blog was GONE ... haiz ... nvm ... i shall start everytin again .... finali is sat le ... so hapi ... goin to mit dino le... after like 14 days nv c him( he on stand-by) ... at times reali duno is luv him or get use to him by my side le ....kaoz... duno wat i talikin abt le ... got to start preparing to go mit him le ....if not he will nag at mi again 4 takin such a long time to change ..... hope i will haf a hapi outing .....
you make my life perfect-`
Thursday, July 15, 2004
7/15/2004 01:46:00 AM
stAYING uP LatE tO cOMplETE MY pROJect .... n SuddEnLY hAF E toK oF sTARTING a BLOG ... rEaLI hOpe DAt I wILL b AbLE 2 PosT My TRUe ToKS n FeelIN hEARE..... rEaLi FeelIn QuITE dOwN dIS fEw DAyz Coz SuDDenLy Got E fEElIn dAT i M LosiN aLot OF iMpT tIns In MY lIFE n ReAli DuNo Wat Got OvER mI nOwAdAys ... Get Piss OFF sO eaSIly ... reAli FiND no lIghT iN MY lIfE ... wHo Can Tell Mi If He REaLI dESerVE mY lUv .....
you make my life perfect-`
