Friday, December 31, 2004
12/31/2004 01:31:00 PM
^^ mY laSt Post iN Caa ^^^
time real fly .... today is alreadi e last day in CAA ... had start packin up my belongin like on wed le .. n to my surprise .. i had actuali accumalte alot of stuff in dis 3 mth ... haiz ... didnt reali except dat i will miz dis place ... but however ... till dis veri moment .. i kinda start to miz dis place le.... gt alot of mixed feelin .... haiz .. memories of the past 11 weeks kept flashin in my mind ...
e veri 1st day dat we had waited like 1 hr like stupid fools (office hrs shld start fr 9.30 yet sam came at 10.30am), when we felt lost when we cant complete our tasks.. my 1st event ... e hapi moment when all of us went out to eat n party .. n alot more .. however... everytin had come to n end now .. mayb 1 day i will choose to return to CAA , mayb i wun .. due to e fact dat it is reali a small company n i reali cant go ani whr far here ... (even kat husband oso told us this) .... but i will surely miz dis wonderful place .. learnt alot of tins fr here n i had reali gain alot of experience too ... it had oso made mi c how harsh e workin world is .. n help i grow up alot ... last but not least ... i will reali miz all my colleague here s i m veri sure every1 here treat us s part of dis family ...
goin to step into another phrase of life pretty soon le... but i reali haf no idea wat i wan to do after april ... but i will surely consider comin back to event line .. s reali ENJOY n LUV dis line alot ....
in less den 1/2 hr time .. it will b offically e time dat i haf gradute fr CAA ... n i reali cant bear to leave dis place.. reali ....
you make my life perfect-`
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
12/28/2004 11:12:00 AM
juz finish eatin my bee hoon breakfast, proudly sponser by J .. keke ... n to my surprise its alreadi 11.18am ... oh my .. time pass so fast .. i haven even do anitin yet .. n its nearly time to go 4 lunch .. keke... life so gd here man ... but too bad .. 3 more dayz to go .. n i will b bk in sch ... n i doubt i will b returnin even dey offer mi a post .. so sad ... hahah ...
lets tok abt my christmas ... notin much realli hapen .. its juz another day but went over to kat house warmin on e eve n i was reali hapi dat dino had acc mi go (rem i was sayin on my previous post dat we hafin cold war) ... hahah .. n to my surprise, he did tok to kat n all ..haha .. unlike him man ... i can oni use these words to describe kat house .... Woo... my dream house .... keke.. reali veri veri nicely done ... lata e nite, its my turn to b a gd gf . so i acc dino to his camp mate engagement chalet .. n when i saw e marriage cerf e moment i step into e chalet .. i was like ... so sweet .. how i hope to haf 1 oso .. keke ... but den ... haiz .. its juz too ali to say all dis .. n NOE wat .. e bride name was quite similar to mine .. i m Lim Ai Jia n Her's Lim Ai Wei .. keke ... haha ... through e whole day ... i reali saw e xin fu side of life .. haiz... will i eventually b like em 1 day .. who noe ......
on christmas day itself .. went to watch gongfu hustle wif dino n fren .. n tin dat i was rather stupid but too bad my dear wan watch .. so gt to acc him .. didnt noe y .. i tin i shld reali tok back to phyllis .. duno .. let nautre takes its course .. leave it to heaven ..
last nite went to a cafe cum pub wif e whole CAA colleague (even though decided not to go out e veri day) .. its call bark cafe which is near changi prison .. nice place n its whr kat engagement party was held ... n reali haf alot of fun .. reali .... its reali nice workin hee but den .. juz dun wan come bk here le .................
you make my life perfect-`
Thursday, December 23, 2004
12/23/2004 05:21:00 PM
Suddenly got e urge to post done b4 i call it off tonite... alot of matters or issues kept flashin past my brain the past few dayz.
Mical n i was eatin at raffles city foodcourt and we were tokin abt some some marriage issue. Den he tok mi dis, gettin marry is very easy. Juz pay 6 buckz n u will b registered but however its e commitment n everytin dat comes after the registeration dat counts. which is veri true. i now start to noe that bein faithful and commited 2 a relationship will nv b easy s dis world is alwayz full of temptation around anywhere anytime. i was like askin dis question to myself - so indis world now, will dere b like forever ... i dun tin so. He oso ask mi wher i wana get married at and how i wan e get my ceremory done. n he told mi dat his gf wana go Paris wif all close relative and to mth long Europe 4 honeymoon.. i was like wah!!! .. so i was like askin myself again.. wat do i reali wan ... reali gt no idea coz nv tin b4 at all .....
Havin cold war wif dino again .. n tin its e longest war dat we ever had.. haiz ... in a festive period which meant to b hapi n joyful but yet we were like pullin long faces ... wat the hell is ds man .. reali gt no idea ... haiz .. i am veri sure if dis goes now.. we will definitely broke up veri soon .. real soon ... haiz ........
juz get to noe fr connie n sam dat e company or roger is treatin us to Hilton to haf a farewell dinner .. CAA will oso b treatn us to eat n its so gd resturant durin chinese new yr. but cant rem e name le.... n on e 28th of dec .. sam oso treatin us 4 a meal .... gd life rite .... n hafin half day tml ... haha... so hapi .........
reali got no idea y guyz r all so assholes or bastard .. how can dey like betray their wife or gf n go n haf flings n watever shit behind their back .... cant dey juz b faithful .... n lie blindly to em ... haiz .... in this entertainment indusrty .. i reali c so much of dis till i reali tin dat dere is no longer ani faithful guy ard le...mayb 1 in 1000 ... who noe ......
last but not least... hapi MERRY CHRISTMAS to all ............. muackZ .........
you make my life perfect-`
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
12/21/2004 03:18:00 PM
^^ I rEaLI hAF enOuGh ^^
i reali have enough .. reali enough le... cant some1 around mi juz understand how i feels ... i reali put in alot of hardwork but cant y my fren acknowlegde my achievement or watever instead of tinin or linkin it to my superviosr, sam. i dun care if he like or treat mi better compare to andy or jj but its his business oki ... i didnt force him or its not wiyhin my control at all oki ... Right fr e start, i reali tok oni J haf dis tinin (i was angry even through i noe he didnt mean it) s he was tellin mi in a jokin manner. So sad, but it comes out fr Andy mouth oso .. 1 which i tin dat these words wun come out fr his mouth or will haf these type of tinin. i am reali hurt.. reali hurt more than the last time when J say the same tin to mi. I told myself not to take these words so hard but however, i juz cant. The more i control my tears feelin, the more tears i shed.n i noe dis tears were shed deep fr my heart. i reali hate dis. i juz wana enjoy e last few dayz of my SIP n dis is e least i wan. Cant ani1 juz stand in my shoe and tin or try to understand how i feel. IF u reali dun ... den i tin i dun even bother to haf u s my fren aninore le ... REALI HAF ENOUGH LE ...................
you make my life perfect-`
Monday, December 20, 2004
12/20/2004 05:19:00 PM
Disaster Test
You are a person who is full of ambitions and creativity. You are very concerned about changes in the issues around you. You are also a very temperamental person. Mood swing tend to be your cup of tea.
Lovelife: You are very easily attracted to the opposite sex (which means that u can't possibly be a gay if u are a guy and that u can't possibly be a lesbian if u are a gal.......cos u just can't possibly resist the opposite sex!!!)..........and the good thing is: you are also a "hot target" among the opposite sex!!!!! You can easily attract the opposite sex....(CONGRATS!!!). Basically a very "Popular" lover. Sometimes you'll just wonder why so many people like to chat with you. A very "PEOPLE" person!
you make my life perfect-`
Monday, December 13, 2004
12/13/2004 04:01:00 PM
~~ rEaLI dUnO Wat i Wan .. Can Some1 pLS tELl Mi~~
it has reali been sometimes since i last blog le ... home comp doen den now office personal comp and server oso down .. haiz .. reali so borin men ... quite alot of tins had happen last wk
my SIP comin to an end le.. kind of miz dis place coz every1 was juz so gd to b wif .. especially kat .. some1 who is willing to teach wat she noe to use .. even though i noe dat she wun get to c dis .. but still wana thank her 4 everytin .. n reali tin dat we can b gd fren even though she is like 7 yrs older den mi ... went out to slack at swense the other day round n share alot of tins wif her .. n seriously tin that we are veri alike .. in mani mani ways ... keke ...
oh ya .. went to a sec graduation nite at 1 of the hotel on tue .. n seein em reali make mi tin of my sec frenz alot ... especially ****** ... flashes of e 1st time he hold my hand n led mi into charles house n shock mer n charles and also e time when its rainin n he drove mi bk fr MS .... n tonnes n tonnes of e tins dat we used to do together... flashes of my dearest pig n dog fren oso ..all the wonderful dayz dat we use to haf in sch or eat steamboat at charles house kept flasin pass my mind ... so tok e effort to sms all of em .. but oni mer charles n nini reply ... so sad ...but dis incident juz made mi noe dat how much i treasure these bunch of frenz ... muackz to all of u ... n e veri nite os0 dreant of him again ... haiz ... cant rem wat it is ... but its sometin sweet n happen durin our sch dayz .. haiz ...reali dun like to dream of him .. but dis type of tins reali cant control wan lei .. felt so bad when i chat wif dino dat veri day .. .hiaz ... sometimes reali got e spur of wantin to call him n ask him .. whether is he juz like mi ... at times still miz him n oso dream of him ... but i tin its juz so stpuid coz i alreadi haf e ans deep down my heart le .... n oso its nt rite to do so .. especially when i alreadi haf my dino n he alreadi haf her...haiz ...but pls dun b mistaken dat i still luv him or dun luv dino s much s wat i use to luv him ... coz i noe dino had alreadi taken over his place in my heart coz i can even reali haf e mindset of marryin dino but memories juz cant b earse fr my brain or memory ... some1 pls help mi clean alway or remove memories of dat period can .... n my fren pls .. dun come n ask mi those veri stupid qns which u noe i wun ans oki after readin dis post oki ...
durin sat .. went to watch Jolin concert ... its was indeed a nice show despite e lousy sound system ... reali touch dat dino did reali acc mi go coz b4 dat we were like kinda quarrellin n heb refuse to go wif mi .. n even in cab.. he didnt wan to tok t0 me ... but lucky .. juz b4 we reach .. he hold my hand n i noe everytin had get bk to normal le .. keke ... saw my cousin li jie dere oso .. e 1st guy whom i fall 4 .. keke but he's wif his gf .. sob sob ..keke ... sometin veri funny happened .. when jolin was like sayin she is goin to sing her older songs den i told dino dat i gt e feelin dat she will sing "do u still luv mi" n immediatly she sung dat song .. keke .. (dino luv to tease mi wif dis coz he once saw my hp inbox wif the lysic of dis song send to dog shit n he sendin it bk to mi ).... she oso sing my fav dao tai .. juz luv dat song so much man ....
gt to stop here le... muz do my proposal le... hAIz ..
** nini .. aiai miz u alot .. keke ...**
you make my life perfect-`
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
12/07/2004 10:07:00 AM
tin its time for mi to blog le ... its like almost 1 wk since i didnt blog le ... coz reali duno wat to blog... keke ...
for the past wk ... notin much reali happen .. not to wat i can rem ... in less den a mth time, i will b goin bk to sch le... reali dun feel like goin bk sch coz i reali dun like my new classmates .. still luv cows, porn-king, cun n j e most ... reali buld up a strong bond durin the past 1 yr .. but now, we gt to b separate again .. haiz.. will definitly miz em alot...
i finali discover dat dere is reali notin much dat i can do for dino ... y m i alwayz so helpless to him when he nid my support e most .. fri after wk .. i went to visit dino .. coz he was hafin fever like 4 a wk le ... den reali didnt noe y .. suddenly he n his daddy suddenly had a big augrement over their dog, bobby ... n dey quarrel till like goin to fight le.. reali didnt noe wat i can do at dat veri moment .. n its oso e 1st time i saw dino shed tears .. reali put mi on loss... n i reali feel damn lost dat veri moment .... reali wish dat i can b some help to him .. but juz reali too bad ... hhaiz .. hope dat everytin will b bk to normal veri soon .. haiz
went out wif dino to mit lucas n gf on sat .. n dere dey was discussin abt settin up business .. n i was like tinin ... dis time no matter wat .. muz gif dino full support .. keke... lata e nite when katong to mit his pig n dog fren to play billiard .. n b4 dey start playin... dino n i had few rounds of pool game ... n s usual .. i lost ike hell... juz didnt noe y i alwayz felt so nervous when playin wif hm... hiaz .. reali tin mani it take 10 more yrs b4 i can beat him .. keke ..
didnt noe y its also dat day dat i reali felt dat i m so ugly .. juz like ugly ducklin .. n felt dat compare to dino fren gf .. i m juz so plain when standin beside em ... felt like a disgrace to dino lei.. y his fren gf can all b pretty n well dress ... but i juz cant ... haiz ... dun tin ani 1 noe or understand how i feel ...
you make my life perfect-`
hapPen 2 saw DIs mInI Van on mY wAY tO Wk e OtHeR Day .. n E cAR pLatE nO. is 3021 whIcH is mIne N DiNo coDe .. kEke 
you make my life perfect-`
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
12/01/2004 10:32:00 AM
** dA jIE bIRThdaY**
hapi 23rd birthday to my dearest da jie ... hope dat all her dreamz will come true ...
you make my life perfect-`
