Friday, July 23, 2004
7/23/2004 10:25:00 AM
Suddenly haf the urge to blog abt wat came pass my mind last nite when playin pool wif sep. while playin , i suddenly told sephy dat if some1 ask mi wat regrets i haf i m 20 yrs of livin in dis world, i woulnd ans it even w/o needin 2 tin. i REALI regret not standin firm on my stand n lettin him to melt my heart in yr 2002 n getting the 1st ever heart break in my life... i had been dragin in dis stupid n idiot relationship or feelin till now.( i dun mean my present bf) At mani times i reali tok i can put watever dat had happen btn mi n him behind mi but i was totally wrong. n i reali hate e tok of seein or hearin abt him again. i reali wan mininse the changes of hurtin dino agian or even myself. I REALI had enough le ... losin few closet fren b.coz of dis matter n cant even lift up my head now when i facin dino. Reali hopin dat dere is someday, when i wake up, i will totally lost dat part of my memory n live on happily wif my life .... w/o ani more regrets dat had to do wif him .......
you make my life perfect-`