Sunday, August 08, 2004
8/08/2004 05:56:00 PM
=== nOtIn 2 dO ===
iTS sun afternoon n i m stayin hm ALONE ..... all b.coz of da stupid dino coz he nid 2 go bk camp 2 do gaurd duty ....so i m all alone again le ... last nite went black 2 club wif bb dino, darlin sep, big head ws, jack n all .. n suddenly memories of e past when i alwayz go club wif darlin sep ... dat was reali a pharse of my life when i realim haf alot of fun(drinking, playin, bein naughty) ... but nt 2 forget its oso a period when i suffer fr e most setback ... reali reali alot of mixed feelin.... ... haiz .... but lucky i didnt reali do anitin dat i will regret ...
Ya n oso dere was once where nard dar ss n jas go together 2 club n every1 suffer fr mood swing afer drinkin .. den start 2 tin of e other half especially nard coz he even sat on e roadside den called her ... haha ... suddenly haf e urge 2 go club again .. but oni wif sep .. haha ... coz wif dino n all ard ... cant drink 2 much ... if nt he will nag n nag again ... n my ear will suffer haha .. reali hope dat dis comin wed can go huh ... den can haf e same amt of fun again ... reali ...
lastly m i reali hafin 2 little fren n over-rely on dino ... coz at times i reali cant find ani1 except 4 dar sep 2 acc mi ... n if dino is out ... i will juz cling onto him.... n i reali tin dat 1 ay he will find mi veri "sticky' .... y cant i juz b like phyllis n all... n let dere bf 2 go club wif their fren ... y cant i juz cant do it ... y m i so useless ... y ....
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