Sunday, August 15, 2004
8/15/2004 11:03:00 PM
+++ sO saD ... REalI nOT hApI +++
tml sch will restart again le.... so sain ... duno y suddenly juz dead 2 go sch alot.... juz finish wk oni n noe wat ..... i will oni haf like $40 4 my aug pay n it will b my bithday mth ..... so poor tin rite... haiz ... duno how 2 survive... who can save mi men.... i tin i will die of hunger on the street soon le .....haha ... cows juz msn mi n tell mi dey broke off le.... sep also had a huge quarrel wif her another half ... so sad rite ... hope evertin will b fine soon ... .... reali duno wat's happenin in dis world of mine le .... reali goin crazy le...... sometimes when i m alone .. i will alayz ask dis qns... y cant i control my own life n y r tins alwayz goin e opp way i wan em 2 b .....
ya.... surprisinly ... bB dInO N i didnt reali quarrel dis 2 days ... n when i tok him i wana go teach private tution .. he say "NO, its too dangerous le... especially when u now haf 2 go alone w/o mi... wat if dey r bad guyz ...we can go w/o $$ but wat if sometin happen 2 u ...wat u wan mi 2 do den "" .... .so touch rite..... reali luv him so so so much when i heard him sayin dis .....
oH mY god ... Chealse scoRE.... fuck ... asshole ... sooo angry ......
you make my life perfect-`