Monday, December 13, 2004
12/13/2004 04:01:00 PM
~~ rEaLI dUnO Wat i Wan .. Can Some1 pLS tELl Mi~~
it has reali been sometimes since i last blog le ... home comp doen den now office personal comp and server oso down .. haiz .. reali so borin men ... quite alot of tins had happen last wk
my SIP comin to an end le.. kind of miz dis place coz every1 was juz so gd to b wif .. especially kat .. some1 who is willing to teach wat she noe to use .. even though i noe dat she wun get to c dis .. but still wana thank her 4 everytin .. n reali tin dat we can b gd fren even though she is like 7 yrs older den mi ... went out to slack at swense the other day round n share alot of tins wif her .. n seriously tin that we are veri alike .. in mani mani ways ... keke ...
oh ya .. went to a sec graduation nite at 1 of the hotel on tue .. n seein em reali make mi tin of my sec frenz alot ... especially ****** ... flashes of e 1st time he hold my hand n led mi into charles house n shock mer n charles and also e time when its rainin n he drove mi bk fr MS .... n tonnes n tonnes of e tins dat we used to do together... flashes of my dearest pig n dog fren oso ..all the wonderful dayz dat we use to haf in sch or eat steamboat at charles house kept flasin pass my mind ... so tok e effort to sms all of em .. but oni mer charles n nini reply ... so sad ...but dis incident juz made mi noe dat how much i treasure these bunch of frenz ... muackz to all of u ... n e veri nite os0 dreant of him again ... haiz ... cant rem wat it is ... but its sometin sweet n happen durin our sch dayz .. haiz ...reali dun like to dream of him .. but dis type of tins reali cant control wan lei .. felt so bad when i chat wif dino dat veri day .. .hiaz ... sometimes reali got e spur of wantin to call him n ask him .. whether is he juz like mi ... at times still miz him n oso dream of him ... but i tin its juz so stpuid coz i alreadi haf e ans deep down my heart le .... n oso its nt rite to do so .. especially when i alreadi haf my dino n he alreadi haf her...haiz ...but pls dun b mistaken dat i still luv him or dun luv dino s much s wat i use to luv him ... coz i noe dino had alreadi taken over his place in my heart coz i can even reali haf e mindset of marryin dino but memories juz cant b earse fr my brain or memory ... some1 pls help mi clean alway or remove memories of dat period can .... n my fren pls .. dun come n ask mi those veri stupid qns which u noe i wun ans oki after readin dis post oki ...
durin sat .. went to watch Jolin concert ... its was indeed a nice show despite e lousy sound system ... reali touch dat dino did reali acc mi go coz b4 dat we were like kinda quarrellin n heb refuse to go wif mi .. n even in cab.. he didnt wan to tok t0 me ... but lucky .. juz b4 we reach .. he hold my hand n i noe everytin had get bk to normal le .. keke ... saw my cousin li jie dere oso .. e 1st guy whom i fall 4 .. keke but he's wif his gf .. sob sob ..keke ... sometin veri funny happened .. when jolin was like sayin she is goin to sing her older songs den i told dino dat i gt e feelin dat she will sing "do u still luv mi" n immediatly she sung dat song .. keke .. (dino luv to tease mi wif dis coz he once saw my hp inbox wif the lysic of dis song send to dog shit n he sendin it bk to mi ).... she oso sing my fav dao tai .. juz luv dat song so much man ....
gt to stop here le... muz do my proposal le... hAIz ..
** nini .. aiai miz u alot .. keke ...**
you make my life perfect-`
