Tuesday, December 21, 2004
12/21/2004 03:18:00 PM
^^ I rEaLI hAF enOuGh ^^
i reali have enough .. reali enough le... cant some1 around mi juz understand how i feels ... i reali put in alot of hardwork but cant y my fren acknowlegde my achievement or watever instead of tinin or linkin it to my superviosr, sam. i dun care if he like or treat mi better compare to andy or jj but its his business oki ... i didnt force him or its not wiyhin my control at all oki ... Right fr e start, i reali tok oni J haf dis tinin (i was angry even through i noe he didnt mean it) s he was tellin mi in a jokin manner. So sad, but it comes out fr Andy mouth oso .. 1 which i tin dat these words wun come out fr his mouth or will haf these type of tinin. i am reali hurt.. reali hurt more than the last time when J say the same tin to mi. I told myself not to take these words so hard but however, i juz cant. The more i control my tears feelin, the more tears i shed.n i noe dis tears were shed deep fr my heart. i reali hate dis. i juz wana enjoy e last few dayz of my SIP n dis is e least i wan. Cant ani1 juz stand in my shoe and tin or try to understand how i feel. IF u reali dun ... den i tin i dun even bother to haf u s my fren aninore le ... REALI HAF ENOUGH LE ...................
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