Tuesday, December 07, 2004
12/07/2004 10:07:00 AM
tin its time for mi to blog le ... its like almost 1 wk since i didnt blog le ... coz reali duno wat to blog... keke ...
for the past wk ... notin much reali happen .. not to wat i can rem ... in less den a mth time, i will b goin bk to sch le... reali dun feel like goin bk sch coz i reali dun like my new classmates .. still luv cows, porn-king, cun n j e most ... reali buld up a strong bond durin the past 1 yr .. but now, we gt to b separate again .. haiz.. will definitly miz em alot...
i finali discover dat dere is reali notin much dat i can do for dino ... y m i alwayz so helpless to him when he nid my support e most .. fri after wk .. i went to visit dino .. coz he was hafin fever like 4 a wk le ... den reali didnt noe y .. suddenly he n his daddy suddenly had a big augrement over their dog, bobby ... n dey quarrel till like goin to fight le.. reali didnt noe wat i can do at dat veri moment .. n its oso e 1st time i saw dino shed tears .. reali put mi on loss... n i reali feel damn lost dat veri moment .... reali wish dat i can b some help to him .. but juz reali too bad ... hhaiz .. hope dat everytin will b bk to normal veri soon .. haiz
went out wif dino to mit lucas n gf on sat .. n dere dey was discussin abt settin up business .. n i was like tinin ... dis time no matter wat .. muz gif dino full support .. keke... lata e nite when katong to mit his pig n dog fren to play billiard .. n b4 dey start playin... dino n i had few rounds of pool game ... n s usual .. i lost ike hell... juz didnt noe y i alwayz felt so nervous when playin wif hm... hiaz .. reali tin mani it take 10 more yrs b4 i can beat him .. keke ..
didnt noe y its also dat day dat i reali felt dat i m so ugly .. juz like ugly ducklin .. n felt dat compare to dino fren gf .. i m juz so plain when standin beside em ... felt like a disgrace to dino lei.. y his fren gf can all b pretty n well dress ... but i juz cant ... haiz ... dun tin ani 1 noe or understand how i feel ...
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