Saturday, January 15, 2005
1/15/2005 01:31:00 PM
it has been a period since i last blog le .. suddenly juz like didnt noe wat to post ... alot alot of things had happen n i reali start to tin dat wat is fated is fated .. n wat meant to be urs will be urs .. no point forcin tins or ppl dat dun belong to u .. to b urs .. haiz ... tin oni sep will understand wat i mean .. reali dun wan tins to happen dis way .. but i reali cant help .. so mayb fr now on .. STOP mentionin his name in front of mi .. n mayb tins will get better ... i wun get myself into such sadness again .. reali suffer fr heart ache dat veri monemt when i noe every1 cant made it .. especially when i reali pin alot of hope of goin out dat veri nite ... but den .. e more hope 1 pin .. e more disappointment 1 will get ...
dino had received e contract of signing on to ADF unit n he is now reali deciding if he wan to sign on anpt .. i reali didnt noe if i shld encourage him or wat .. coz i jolly well noe dat after he sign on .. alot of tins will b different le .. e time we haf will get lesser n lesser n if he goes for mission .. it will b like 2-6 mths ... cant imagne wat type of relationship it will b .. but robin told mi dat if i reali cant c myself to b wif 4 the next 4 yrs .. den juz dun care abt his decision ... but i juz cant ... reali hope dat he will made e rite choice .....
got to stop le .. goin to mit dino b4 e epl section ...
you make my life perfect-`