Wednesday, June 22, 2005
6/22/2005 04:56:00 PM
She was horrified. She just could not accept the fact that the message she saw on her Msn was from him. Both had tried and struggled so hard for what they have today but every thing was ruin. The words from him were still clearly reflected in her mind. “Can we be Fling? No matter how you refrain yourself, I will make you mine.” She always thought that he no longer can hurt her emotionally, mentally.. but it was proven wrong
She was shocked. She hoped that he was just pulling her leg and nothing of those was truth. As she knows the ideal relationship that they could have will definitely be friends and she knew it well. Anything further then this will just cause more hate and hurt to both parties.
She know she have to stand firm on her stand in order not to let herself get hurt again.
She tried all means but it just doesn’t seem to have any help, until words from her closest friend truly wake her up from her dream.
Being contradicting, she wants to believe what her buddy had just told her but the truth was just too harsh for her. She just could not bring herself to believe what she was told by her buddy.
She just couldn’t understand what causes him to change so much. From a person she thought she understand well till now … a total stranger.
She hate what she was experiencing now as she know she don’t deserve these treatment but however, she just wants to let him know, by any chances; She is still recuperating the wound that he had once left in her heart. And even though to him, it might just be another joke of his, but once again he had indeed left scars in her heart that she knew she would never get to heal them in the near future.
you make my life perfect-`
